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2009-11-16T22:59:00.001+08:00

Goodbye Cyberworld :)

2PM COMEBACK!

2009-11-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
2PM'S COMEBACK SONG! But jay's not included laaaa. ):
Nevermind,whatever the case,i still love 2pm! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. I LOVE 2PM!! ^^

Seasons.

2009-11-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

Things have changed (:

2009-10-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

Helllllloooo.
Its been ages since i last blog, i know.
Aiya, really dont have the mood to go blog anymore.
Further more, im lazy to do so.
Have been out this days, alot.
Had so much fun till i kinda find singapore super boring.
Holidays are approaching, and im gonna start work soon.

Hahahahhaahahhaaaa,
my blog is so dead. lifeless already.
I might consider closing it down.
afterall my friends also feel that my blog only blogs about 2PM.
Its quite true la. its been everything about korea.
But hey, duh?
Cause i like korea ma. heheeheh.

Ohyeah. O levels are coming. If im not wrong, 4more days.
Now, every O level candidate's time is worth much more than gold.
Im sure they've been going through much tension.
Wish you all the best!! Bestest!!

You know,im proud of myself.
About something. Hmmm.. Shall not elaborate too much about that. wahahahahhhaa
I just cant believe it that im able to go through that period of time when its the hardest.
Last time i used to think i would never get through that barrier.
Hahahaha. that was last time.
Now is now, and so much have changed.
Im glad, satisfied with the decision i made.
^^

2PM's first.

2009-10-13T21:22:00.006+08:00

I'm impressed with FT Island's song.
They can really sing Japanese song, though they are korean.
Superb. I wonder, are they japanese or korean?
Check this out man :

This month oct, Child of empire, MBLAQ(Rain's 1st boyband group) and some other groups are having a change.
What bothers me most, is this group B2ST:
They wanted 2PM's title. They wanted to be addressed as the "Beasty Idols".
Ewww. Only 2PM's fit for that title.
Sigh. When when when. When will 2PM reunite as a 7 group band? ):
JaeBeom, 1month+ has passed.
How much more time do you require?

Decision

2009-10-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

Jaebeom, when are you reuniting with 2PM?
The spot you left in the middle, is glaring.

My battle starts tomorrow

2009-10-04T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hello to everyone that breathes in oxygen to keep yourself alive!
Tsk. Anyway, all 4NA students will know what day is tomorrow. yah?
N levels lo. What else? Hehehe.
I would like to wish everyone in 4NA good good goodie goofy luck!
Cant believe it, 6more days to my break away.
In other words, im gonna set aside from all that studying and play till i drop!
The thought of it makes me very eager, cant wait for the day to come.

Remember to bring entry proof, ez-link card/ IC, Our best friend(Calculator), mathematical instruments, curve ruler, calculator battery and any other instruments you are required to bring ah!
Sleep early every night. Next day sure fresh fresh and all ready to sit for the exam.
Eat well, laugh enough, sleep plentiful.

Pssst! Charmaine mei mei, yesterday the bottle of bubble we bought, very fun to play leh ^^ I go around the house and blow it at my dad and brother! >< To disturb them! Tsk!

2PM fever.

2009-09-26T19:33:00.003+08:00

Was watching StarKing just now.
I happen to find 2PM cuts to this video, or else the entire episode is kinda long.
For your convenience sake.
Check out this video(:
There are 3 2PM members : Nichkhun, JaeBeom and Chansung.
For those who might not recognise them,
Nichkhun is the one making different faces! and in the later part of the video, get his head knocked by a container. ( He's suppose to do that.Tsk! )
Jaebeom dances in white.
Chansung's the one that types the message.
I like the part when Starking stretches Nichkhun and Jaebeom hands+leg to join both together!!

Way out.

2009-09-21T11:47:00.003+08:00

Hello folks. How have you all been doing?
Ha. I sound a little crazy right.
Like talking to myself.
Ohwell, there's nothing much for me to blog about actually.
Highlight : N levels are coming.
Hmm, still waiting for JaeBeom to return to 2PM.
Now that only 6members are left, its 1:59PM.
Sigh. Cant believe korean netizens bug so much.
I've been checking alot on 2PM recently.
When i think about them, i rewatch their Wild Bunny and Idol army episodes.
They are variety shows about them.
Star King is also nice.
But i love Wild bunny best?
Hmm. Maybe not la.
Its difficult to choose anyway. But as long as there's 2PM,im glad.
My home's computer really suck. Seriously.
I dont understand why it does not allow me to enter blogger website.
Its such a nuisance that i can blog only at my mum's place.
Zzz. Wow. 15Days left to N's.
I still have alot more to catch up on.
Wish me luck people. Haha, thanks. :D
Okay, i seriously feel dumb. Mumbling to myself is kinda -.-
Well, i love 2PM.
Will be their fan for life. Fighting!

Oh yah, mum's knee cap and ankle's are hurting so often that im darn it worried about her. Sigh. When age catches up, your health deteriorates.
Poor mummy. I'll pray for you to feel better.
Ohyah, im glad i got a job at Taka with my sisters.
I'm delighted and on cloud9.
But... they want us to start work on the 19th of oct.
However, i think our holidays will only start on the 30th right?
Alamak. After N levels, do we still need to go to school?
Will check with Ms Vanitha soon.

Alright, going out with mum to go Orchard central to see the indoor rock climbing station. I bet its gonna be cool.
Bye ass! :D

Jaebeom left 2PM.

2009-09-11T11:42:00.004+08:00

From left : Taekyeon, Junho, Chansung, Wooyong, Jaebeom, Junsu, Nichkhun
Yah,my favourite korea boyband group's leader, Park JaeBeom has left 2PM.
On September 4th, 2PM marked their 1st year anniversary.
However, on the 8th of September, Jaebeom left Korea.
And he's officially out of 2PM.

Wanna know why?
Cause 4years ago, Jaebeom made a comment saying : " Korea is gay....I hate koreans."
Antis of 2PM went to dig up his past.
They wanted to tarnish and end Jaebeom's career.
Jaebeom then wrote an apology letter to everyone in Korea :
Hello everyone this is 2PM’s Park Jaebeom. I would like to apologize on behalf of the comments I had made through Myspace a few years ago. I’m sorry.

As I tell all of you about how I felt that time, I also would like to apologize. In January of 2005, I came to Korea as a high school student. I was born in the States and I had insufficient knowledge of how Korea is. Being it my first time, I couldn’t communicate with others, my taste buds didn’t fit, and I barely knew the culture which I couldn’t understand. I felt as though I was treated coldly by the people around me as my family was left in the States. It was such a difficult situation where I didn’t even know if I was going to debut. Due to many hardships, things were getting too hard and I was getting lonely being homesick. I had the thoughts of quitting and I wanted to go back to my family in the States. The comment based on the Korea part: I wrote that because of my personal situation I was placed in and my emotions took over. I was too young and said things in the wrong words. I was too foolish, young, and facing difficulties where I made the mistake into turning my surroundings worse. Time passed by and I forgot that I had even written them. I am now embarrassed and truly sorry of those comments I had made. After that time, I had adjusted to everything and my thoughts have changed tremendously as I thank the people around me to get me to perform on stage in any situation. Those comments were made four years ago, but I am a different person now. To my family, Hottests, members of 2PM, and those who love 2PM, I am truly sorry. From now on, I hope that there will be no mistakes like this ever again. I will say it one more time that I am truly sorry.

-2PM’s Jaebeom-

Then Jaebeom was kicked off from Variety shows.

2PM was supposed to return with a new album in October, but because of this controversy, they will have to lay low for awhile.

Regarding 2PM activities, JYPE stated:

"For now, 2PM will not have any broadcasting schedules and all of their music performances have been canceled. They will only be recording and practicing dance moves for their new album."

JYP in regards to removing Jaebeom from the group:

"Although, we feel very guilty and sorry for all the people who have been disappointed by Park Jaebeom's past mistakes, I will not be taking him out of the group. Many people have been suggesting ideas of banning Park Jaebeom out of 2PM, but that will never happen. We believe that he has done something wrong, but as a whole, we do not think it is enough to be taking his dreams and goals away from him. This was not a decision made by only the JYPE staff, but it was something all of the fellow 2PM members have agreed to."

Left : Jaebeom of 2PM. Right : Jokwon of 2AM.
2PM's Jaebeom replacement on the variety show became Jokwon.

However, the ANTI's were still not satisfied.
The Antis then create a suicide petition for 2PM’s Jaebeom.
But apparently, that wasn't enough for angry netizens. Some antis wanted him to quit show biz altogether, some wanted him out of 2PM, and then there are those antis just wanted him to disappear.
Anti's commented : "Jaebeom Should Commit Suicide" "Go back to America", "I'm disgusted by you".
Whats the problem with you people?
Has Jaebeom own you all a living?

Not long later, 2PM’s Jaebeom calls it quits.
On the official 2PM fancafe, leader Jaebeom announced that he will be officially quitting 2PM. JYPE has just confirmed this is true.

This decision was made after his recent Myspace controversy was blown out of proportion. Jaebeom will be leaving Korea today at 6:30pm KST.

Jaebeom posted:

"Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebeom.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter.
I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.
From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.
However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.

Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebeom"

After Jaebeom posted that he will be quitting the group and returning home,
So what's to come of 2PM?
JYP Entertainment stated:

"It seems there will be issues with 2PM's future activities. For now, Jaebeom has stated that he wants to return to American as soon as possible. Because of Jaebeom's controversy, we have not made any decisions on 2PM's future activities."
2PM was supposed to make a comeback in October with their 2nd album, however due to Jaebeom's leave, nothing is certain as of yet. JYPE is still unsure of whether 2PM should be a 6-member group, or if they should recruit a new member. Consequently, JYPE also needs to choose a new leader for 2PM.

JaeBeom leaves Korea:

The fallen star left Korea on September 8th, 2009 on an afternoon flight at Incheon Airport with over 500 fans literally screaming, crying, and begging for him not to go.
With Jaebeom leaving Korea and stepping down as leader, new rumors are spiraling that Junho will be taking over as leader of 2PM. How this will affect the group and its schedule is unclear but one thing is for sure; it will never be the same again.
Watch, as Jaebeom leaves:

Before departing, Jay "JaeBeom / Jaebum" Park gave his final interview- beginning with, “What can I possibly say?” He went on to declare how sorry he was to the 2PM members who trusted and followed him, along with his loving fans. He continued on, “I’m sorry that I have to leave like this. I decided to leave 2PM but I wasn’t able to carry out my duties as a leader and have become a burden to the group.”

Many have commented on Jay’s solemn face, stating how this situation has affected him; his face showcases the stress he has been enduring and his voice was also low. He repeated the words, “I’m sorry” a number of times and could not hold his head up.

To ensure the safety of his fans, Park quietly entered a gate different than the one on his ticket, and the fans who later realized this could not hide their disappointment. Many fans even rushed to the 3rd floor restaurant and pushed up against the glass wall to view his final moments in Korea.

I am deeply saddened by the ability of such small events to catapult into the ending of a talented and charismatic individual’s career. I’m sure most Korean-Americans have at one point stated, “I hate Korea,” and it’s not because they actually hate the country. Rather, Americans- or Korean-Americans- are known to use the words “hate” and “love” more often than other cultures; it’s just a matter of cultural wordplay. Obviously, his words were not thoughtfully chosen, he was just a teen back then and he is deeply sorry now.

2PM’s Jaebeom supporters at JYP Center :

At JYP Center, thousands of sticky / post-it notes were splattered all across the doors and walls of the building as supporters left messages for the fallen leader of 2PM, Jaebum. Messages stating "Leader, Don't Go." , "Please Come Back" , " You didn't do anything wrong" , "I'll wait for your return" , and hundreds of other messages were left on the notes in support. Unfortunately for Jay, he couldn't see this as left Korea, but it's nice to see him receive this kind of support.

K-Pop Stars Believe in Jaebeom :
Boom(A host of alot variety shows) posted on his cyworld:

"My heart is hurting very much
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart because he is a dongseng that I love
Because I believe and love my dongseng I believe that he will return with a better appearance
Today my heart is hurting very much
Jaebeom, hyung will work harder so that when you return I can protect and hug you with a warmer embrace
Please return healthy………
I love you……………

Jokwon, who practiced with Jaebeom when they were both trainees expressed his grief on his cyworld:

The first song we practiced together..
We felt nervous and excited..

I always pray.
That it won't be such a hard journey..

I believe you will get stronger
because you're my brother.

Junsu:(member of 2PM)

Through the wind, fall came.
Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....
The bright blue sky
It keeps making me cry.
Even the sky is making me cry
in the fall of 2009.

Chansung:(member of 2PM)

Let's walk together.

Wooyoung:(member of 2PM)
"2PM, we're not 7 members. We are One."

Japanese Netizens afraid of Korean Netizens:
With the recent MySpace incident of 2PM's fallen star Jaebeom, which lead to his departure from Korea, Japanese netizens are expressing their shock saying, "Koreans are scary." "Is it because of the netizens again?", "It's a scary country", and "Didn't someone commit suicide before (because of netizens)?"

BaekGa’s(someone from the entertainment industry) take on Park Jaebeom:
"People make mistakes. He was a young kid going through a tough time and yet they made it seem like he still had bad thoughts in his mind...The entertainment business to the naked eye can be joyful and satisfying, but the mental and the physical pain we have to go through before we get to that point is indescribable. I wish you guys can stop...If he made the same mistakes twice, then he is to blame, but if you give him enough time to elaborate on his actions, he will become a better person. Finally, I know you all might think that I am writing with no credibility, but this is solely my opinion and I stand by it. But before you curse or judge me, look into yourself and see how clean of a person you are first."

Jaebeom Sheds Tears :
Jaebeom arrived home in Seattle yesterday after the recent fiasco. There's a YouTube video floating around of Jaebeom arriving at the airport. It's been reported that he cried when seeing his mom upon arrival. He always spoke about loving his mother and being thankful for her always being there for him. Upon seeing his mother he might have felt like he disappointed her.
He also may have felt more at comfort now that he has seen his mother, he's finally home now and he has a real shoulder to cry on. There's probably a ton of things going on in his head and that's why he needed to take some time in Seattle to cool off.
When he was leaving the airport in Korea, he was seen carrying on with him some fan letters.

American Hottest(fanclub name) show their support for Jaebeom :

Taking a play out of the Korean fans playbook, American Hottest fans went to the JYP Center in Manhattan (New York City) and posted post-it notes on the building in support of fallen 2PM leader Jaebeom.

JYP(producer) finally speaks about Jaebeom :
Here’s what he had to say:

JaeBeom's exit from 2PM was sad for everyone.

Park Jin Young revealed on the 10th on JYP Entertainment’s homepage the reasons he debuted Park JaeBeom and why he took JaeBeom into JYP. Park Jin Young expressed his grief for what happened with the recent controversy surrounding 2PM’s leader.

JYP proposed that 4 years ago, a troubled youth (Jaebeom) was met by music and was transformed. He also suggested that, "just as things were turning for the bright side, Jaebeom's online posts from his rebellious years unfortunately surfaced. He was extremely regretful and sorry to his 2PM members, to me, to the company wokers, to the fans, and most of all to the Korean people who had received him so warmly. He believed that if he hesitated making a decision, the fans would turn their anger to the other 2PM members as well. Even more, the current situation made it impossible to perform on stage."

In Jaebeom’s last email he wrote, “I was really a punk with no respect back right? I’m sorry. Because of you, my view on life has changed so much. I’ve become a stronger person and a much better person. Thank you so much.”

JYP said about the letter, “The pain is ripping. It hurts. But, I knew what Koreans would think of his words (in the past). They would feel betrayed. I could not say anything in his defense.”

He stated that, "The comments Jaebeom made to his friend 4 years ago gave a huge shock to many people. However, people like me who knew Jaebeom for a long time were not surprised because we already knew he used to be that type of kid."

"The Jaebeom 4 years ago was a rude and pessimistic kid. He looked upon Korea, his friends in training, and, furthermore, me, as a joke. I even think he looked upon the occupation of a celebrity as a joke. He was a kid that would much rather be a b-boy than a celebrity. He had countless fights with the company staff trainer and got into arguments with fellow employees. Our company was not pleased and, hence, demanded that the producer to take care of the situation.

Park Jin Young commented, "If JaeBeom back then didn't join JYP, he still had a chance to succeed." "Some staffs have questioned me why I would bring in someone with no manners in the past. But I believed that if his feelings were naturally revealed, he would have hope." "JaeBeom thought of everybody, including me, lightheartedly and even expressed that way physically. That was what I liked about him." "Bad kids usually have tremendous energy in them but they don't get a chance to use it. Some haven't met trustworthy people to help them use that energy."

He continued to say, "I wanted to teach him how to have fun on stage and I trusted it could happen which gave me hope. To Jaebeom, there are two types of people. His family and people who are not his family. He loves and protects his family to death and they are the reason he became a singer. He trained so hard for his family. He acted rude but he practiced to reach for the best."

And he said, "...Jaebeom changed little by little. He started to become close to the ones he thought were picked only for looks, he started to build a relationship with the company's workers, and he started to love being on stage. His impolite face changed to a bright smile and his singing and dancing skills became excellent. His energy shined through on stage and that is why I picked him to be the leader. The rest of the members trusted him and followed him. He was touched by the nice people in the industry after he debuted as well as the Korean fans. And it's music that changed him."

Lastly, "Jaebeom's new persona was not fake. He didn't take things seriously but he was never a bad guy. We have heard the anger from the people as well the fans' grief upon his departure from the group. We are listening to everyone's reactions. But the important thing right now is not 2PM's Park Jaebeom but it is the human Park Jaebeom. He needs to think back on himself and reflect on his past. I really want everyone to respect Jaebeom's decision. Finally, I want to just say sorry once again."

When i first read about this news, i didnt want to believe it.
But after a while, emotions took over me.
I couldnt control my own emotions.
I mean like, 2PM just debuted not long ago.
Its only been 1year.
And i've only came to know about them a few months back.
I was solely waiting for their new album.
Why would it turn out this way?
Why cant this ANTI's just forgive and forget?
Afterall, it happened 4years ago right?
Why the hell go dig up the past?
I seriously dont get what all this people are doing.
My last words for 2PM:
" I'll always support you all. I believe Jaebeom will return. 2PM's the world best boyband group."

Photos of 2PM, Happy memories to remember for life:

Will Wooyong and Junho be able to laugh like that again?

Jaebeom.

Junho.

Nichkhun.

Wooyong.

Junsu and Junho.

Fullstop.

2009-08-30T14:29:00.000+08:00

I've broken up with nigel already.
And, I'm honestly happy.^^
Actually,i know its hard to believe, to all of you. But im not kidding. lol
Kay, no time to elaborate.
My mum's rushing me.
Going out.
Till the next time i post, bye

Cause time dont wait.

2009-08-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

Unlike all that nice conversation on the previous post,
this post is kinda sentimental.
I dedicate this post to my father's side grandma.
Hmm. I dont know where should i start, but all that i have in mind now is,
I love you Granny, please pull yourself together.
Dont allow negativity to take over your sanity.
No matter how tough the going is gonna get, believe in hope.
Even the tiniest hope, will make you feel a whole lot better.
I know that you've lost the ability to stand,walk or even run.
And i know its even worse when you come to realise your right hand can never move again.
Grandma, i bet you feel useless right?
You feel that you're just an extra burden to your kins right?
You feel that if you weren't around anymore, we'll all have something less to worry about, am i right?
But hey, Grandma, We all love you. We want you to be around. To be with us.
Not up in heaven. But here on earth.
You might feel useless, you might feel that you're an excess baggage.
But Grandma, i love this excess baggage. Because its you.
Without this excess baggage, what would have become of me?
To the world out there, you may be insignificant.
But to me, you're important.
I beg of you, Please dont have the mindset thinking that you should leave.
Grandma, i know that this recent years i've not been visiting you often, i've not turned up for many family occasion. Be it minor or major ones.
But i'll like you to know, i've regretted.
Ever since Pri6 when my dad and mum divorced, we get to see each other only twice a year. On Chinese new year and your birthday celebration.
Now that i think back, i suck.
Out of the 365days in a year, i see you only for 2 times?
Yet you constantly ask about brother and i everytime when my dad have the chance to visit you.
I deserve punishment. I've been infilial all this while.
If it weren't for yesterday, i wouldn't even know that you've turned 82 this year.
It was a shock for me when i read your medical report yesterday.
I felt like kneeling down to tell you how sorry i was for the past 4years.
I held back my tears when i see you use your right hand to whack your legs.You send me the message telling me that you're despondent and distraught.
What could i do for you? You felt useless? Well, i felt helpless.
All that i could do was to watch you suffer..
Even when i knelt beside your bed to massage your legs, you couldn't feel me.
Then i wondered, this is really bad.
Not only you cant walk, you cant feel me as well?
Grandma, i will die just to able to hear you speak fluently to me again.
Now that your words are no longer clear and apprehensible, i feel like we're drawn so far apart from each other.
It will make me feel better if you could hear me clearly.
But unfortunately, you have a problem with hearing too.
Now that you cant hear me clearly, you cant speak clearly, all that i would wanna do is to accompany you.
So please, dont take it away from me.
Let me have the chance to re patch the hole that was done by me.
Yesterday, when i held your hand tightly, then i realised, your hands are all wrinkled. It felt like you've lack the liveliness and energy.
You're now so weak and fragile.
I've screwed this up totally. What have i done the past few years?
Why didnt i spend time with you back then?
What was more important than you?
I've been foolish and stupid.
I've been neglecting you all this while.
Sigh, Thats why, people regret only when something have happened.
I would wait no more.
I've to grab hold of any chance i have now to spend time with you.
婆婆, 我爱你.

Current

2009-08-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hi assholes.
Hehe! Joking la. Dont know why, just wanna start my post that way.
Anyway, i'm currently at my mum's apartment now.
Duh? Thats why i have the chance to blog ^^
Wee-you-weet. So pathetic la,though at home computer can use,
but cant enter the blogger web page. Tsk. Fools.
Was at East Coast the whole day with Catherine,Roger,Andrew,Audrey,mum and bro.
Chaotic buffet.I've never eaten so much in this year !!
Just in case you're wondering what we ate, here goes the list :
1) Huge plate of duck rice, for 4 person.
2) Fried Kway Tiao.
3) 36 satay.
4) Hokkien mee.
5) Rojak.
6) Carrot cake.
7) 12 chicken wings.
8) Mee Goreng
9) Big plate of fruits.
10) Soursop dessert.
I swear i was gonna explode la.
As though there was this Hiroshima bomb in my tummy.
I exclaimed :" I think after today, i would have been under the Obesity chart."
Tsk. They all laughed. Then roger replied :" Haha. Dont worry, you can join my group."
You would LAUGH OUT LOUD,if you heard the way he spoke.
Catherine said that over at Kohsamui, parents there dont allow their kids to eat Soursop. Because when they've eaten the flesh, the kids stuck the seeds up into their nose and ears. Causing alot of problems. Worse case, the doctors have to operate the seed out. YUCK! GROSS.
Then Roger made this super hilarious remark. He said :" Yup, then trees start to grow in their nostrils."
TSK. Imagine a tree coming out from your nose? Ewww.
Oh yah, i really feel that Caucasian people can really drink ALOT.
LIKE SERIOUSLY, A.L.O.T. Its crazy.
What so crazy? HERE, they drank 7bottles of wine. Got it? 7!!!
No wonder they have tummies :X
Its really fun speaking to them.
We sat at Lagoon's beachside for 4hours.
Talk. Speak. Crap. Gossip. Nonsense. Shit.
All sorts of stuffs. Interesting!
You know, when you're having fun, time passes real fast.
Yup, 5:30pm, Roger and Cath have to leave to go for the Airport.
Sigh. Tough we spent a total of 6hours together, it felt like 2hours.
Its sad, i would say.
Oh well, i bet we'll see each other again! haha!
I'll fly over to Kohsamui after exams!!
Afterall, ever since i got back from Kohsamui, i think of everything over there now and then.
I'm glad Heineken's doing fine. (: So pleased.
Pssss! Cath, i promise we'll take Nonny and Twoey to Silver Beach the next time i get there!
Roger, Lets see who will ski faster :D I wanna challenge you!
Geee. So long for the nice memories, for there's more to come.(:

I was thinking of doing...

2009-08-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

My mum asked me just now :" What would you wanna do after your exams?"

Then i thought alot about it after that.
Hehe^^
I wanna ...
1) GO KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
2) FIND 2PMMMMMMM.
3) stay there until i get bored.
4) Swim with sharks in the ocean.
5) Climb a glacier.
6) Stay in prison for 1 night.
7) Check out a live volcano.
8) Try modeling for Magazines.( i know i dont have the looks and figure la >< )
9) Try national service for a week.
10) Eat 100 gummy bears in 30secs.
11) Run around orchard and tell people " IM HAPPY!"
12) Bury myself in a tank of paper strips.
13) Get a Jet Ski and ski it at Sentosa. ( Regardless of whether people gonna stop me or not )
14) Cut Botak.
15) Rob a bank.
16) Prank call the police.
17) Paint my classroom purple.
18) Paste CD's on my shirt and wear them out.
19) Sign up for dance classes.
20) Drive a Limo.
21) Shout " TERRORIST! " in the mrt.
22) Drop my phone in the toilet bowl.
23) Use permanent markers to draw on my face.
24) Learn Korean, and speak fluently.
25) Speak " anyhow language " to people when im out.
26) Break my mug.
27) Hold a turtle.
28) Blow bubbles.
29) Jump into a reservoir.
30) Go Jelly fishing with Spongebob.
31) Be Jean of X-man.
32) Steal Charmaine's hamster.
33) Run after Usain Bolt.
34) Jump from tree to tree.
35) Fly to Kohsamui to look for Heineken( not the beer, its my favourite dog )
36) Get my private jet and name it : Ada's Airway.
37) Hire 10 maids to serve me for 1day.
38) Stay in a room made up of chocolate for 1night.
39) Fly a helicopter.
40) Race with Hamilton.
41) Try sky diving.
42) Spend 1million dollars in a day.
43) Be Hiro from Heroes.
44) Control people's mind.
45) Invisible for 1day.
46) Sleep with elephants.
47) Hug a porcupine.
48) Stay in a cave.
49) Eat eels.( YUCK! maybe not ._. )
50) Stare at Angelina Jolie for 5hours.
51) Throw light bulbs on streets.
52) Slam a TV.
53) Run around Saturn.
There's so much more, To be continued..
(:

Happy 14th monthsary love!

invaded :@:@

2009-08-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

HI SAN-JIE :D
idk when will you see this
dont me shockkkkk kk:D:D!!

MASS FTW
luv you many many!
-hearts-

-M!

Goner

2009-08-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hello humans.
My msn is down.
My home's computer dont allow me to access to blogger.
Thats why you dont see me blogging often.
I get to blog only when im at my mum's place or friend's.
Sigh. I created this blog with a purpose.
Yet it only lasted a while.
I created this blog because i take this as my journal.
Something i can pen my real thoughts, feelings and emotions on.
But... it died on me.
Well, not really die as in dead.
I mean, cant work. At home, i cant use blogger at all.
Such a waste isn't it?

Thoughts

2009-08-09T14:08:00.001+08:00

Its easy to believe that everything is against you.
Especially when you're down.
We try to control others, situations and events through the expectations that we put on them.
Pinning expectations on our partner or the people in our life, is our subtle way of controlling them.
But we cant control everything out there.
So, relax our grip on our idea of how things should be.
You feel less stress instantly.
It has already happened and there's nothing we can do about it.
And since its in the past, its dead.
If you constantly talk about it, what you're doing is keeping a dead thing alive with your life energy.
Clinging to the past hurts is also a method we use to create identity.
That problem may have gotten you the sympathy of your friends six months ago.
Could you be using it as a tool to get more of that attention now?
Ask yourself, why are you still holding on to a problem.
The sooner you see it in this manner, the easier you'll be able to let go.
In our limited mindset,we hold on to what we want like children.
And we're not willing to let go.
But once we've exhausted all means of taking control of a disappointing situation,
letting go seems to be the only recourse.
Count your blessings and acknowledge what you do have.
Whatever we focus on begins to grow.
If you focus on disappointments, those things begin to grow and become real.
On the other hand, when you feel thankful for what you have, you shift your mindset and create more of the good things in your life. (:
"Happiness is not a station you arrive at, its a manner of travelling"

P/s: Happy Birthday Singapore and Glenndon.

2009-08-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

It takes strength to be firm,
It takes courage to be gentle.

It takes strength to conquer,
It takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to be certain,
It takes courage to have doubt.

It takes strength to fit in,
It takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to feel a friend's pain,
It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to endure abuse,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to lean on another.

It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to be loved.

It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live.

Courage

2009-08-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

"Courage is not only gifted to the few brave ones,
It is something that lies within you,
Where you can draw upon its strength and power,
In times of crisis, fears and decisions.

Courage is not something mysterious or unattainable,
It is something that you can exercise in your daily life choices,
You can let it bring to your untraveled paths,
And make you more conscious and aware of your life.

Courage does not have to roar to be heard,
It does not mean being totally fearless and being invincible,
It could mean taking actions, taking risks, taking a stand,
Standing up for yourself, standing by your choices,
And sticking to your dreams when others jeered.

Courage could be the will to live in spite of the struggles,
In spite of your fears and phobias, in spite of what others said,
In spite of criticisms and disapproval, in spite of mistakes and failures,
In spite of everything that stands between you and your dreams.

Courage could mean trying over and over again when you failed,
Admitting that you are sorry when you are in the wrong,
Following your dreams even when others discouraged you,
And staying true to yourself when others want you in another way.

Hold steadfast to your dreams, your heart and yourself,
And courage will not abandon you,
But follows you whenever you choose to go."
Fion Lim

2009-07-18T13:09:00.001+08:00

The world's largest Buddha statue dwarfs a visitor to Leshan, China. The 231-foot-tall (83-meter-tall) Buddha was carved from a riverside cliff in the 8th century to safeguard boaters on the treacherous waters below.
>I wanna come here some day! <:

2009-07-18T12:57:00.002+08:00

SO YOU WANT TO LIVE ON THE MOON...?

We’ve never encountered life on the moon. But as the 21st century unfolds, plans to bring life to our closest cosmic neighbor steadily increase. As technology expands, life on the moon–including space stations, lunar communities, perhaps even tourism–seems a likely part of our future. Are you ready for it? Get to know the facts, history, and technology of the hottest new destination–the moon.

• The temperature at the moon’s equator varies wildly–from about -280ºF at night to 260ºF during the day. In some of the moon’s deepest craters, the temperature can fall to an extreme -400ºF.

• Since the moon weighs less than Earth, the force of gravity at the lunar surface is only about 1/6 of that on Earth. So, if you were standing on the moon, you’d feel like your weight had decreased by 5/6.

• On the moon, the sky always appears black, and stars are always visible–even during the day.

• One “day” on the moon lasts 29 1/2 Earth days. That’s because the moon rotates on its axis once every 29 1/2 days. That is the period from one sunrise to the next.

• The distance from Earth to the moon is about 240,000 miles and growing; every year, the moon creeps about 1.5 inches farther away from Earth.

• As the moon orbits Earth, different parts of its sunlit surface become visible. This is why the moon sometimes appears full, and other times only a crescent.

• On July 20, 1969, Neil Armstrong put his left footprint on the rocky moon.

• It’s believed that the moon was formed about 4.5 billion years ago when Earth collided with a planet-sized rock. The impact was so massive that a cloud of pulverized rock blew off Earth’s surface, and went into orbit. When this cloud cooled and condensed, it gathered together to form the moon.

• In ancient times, many people believed that the moon was a spinning bowl of fire. The Greeks, however, understood that the moon was a sphere orbiting Earth, and that its glow was a reflection of sunlight.

• According to NASA, "The Orion Crew Exploration Vehicle will be similar in shape to the Apollo spacecraft, but significantly larger. It will have a mass of about 25 tons. The larger size will allow Orion to accommodate four crew members on missions to the moon, and six on missions to the International Space Station or Mars-bound spacecraft."

• According to NASA, "The versatile, heavy-lifting Ares V is a two-stage, vertically stacked launch vehicle. When working together with the Ares I crew launch vehicle to launch payloads into Earth's orbit, Ares V can send nearly 157,000 pounds to the moon."

• According to NASA, "Altair Lunar Lander will be capable of landing four astronauts on the moon, providing life support and a base for weeklong initial surface exploration missions, and returning the crew to the Orion spacecraft that will bring them home to Earth."

• "Altair" finds its origins in Arabic, and is derived from a phrase that means “the flying one."

>Found it from net.
So, imagine living on moon?

2009-07-18T12:19:00.007+08:00

2PM;

GG;

Wonder Girls;

Nang sang mi;

Korea Korea Korea.

2009-07-17T19:58:00.008+08:00

(click for clearer view)

2pm + BOF = my favs.
Wont be blogging for quite long.
Updates on Twitter.

I love Heineken <:

2009-07-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

Not the beer heineken.
Its one of the dogs at kohsamui.
How often do you get the chance to be so close with a dog that you've been with for only 5days?

2009-07-17T19:30:00.004+08:00

Just some other Kohsamui photos.
Miss the place. so very much.

2009-07-12T12:27:00.001+08:00

Bye, not blogging anymore,cause blogger and twitter is giving me too much problems. My house computer just wont allow me to enter to both websites.

2009-07-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

Me is enjoying at sharon's house!!!!
With stupid Maine. Tsk.
Just came to know about some * news.
Guess what? Maine just came over and shout at me
Cause she realize I call her stupid. Wahaba
Don't care her. :D
I'm predicting that we'll be talking alot later.
Yayyyyyyyyyy!!!

Anyway, if you happen to see this post,
Wait.. I think you'll sure be reading this.
I'm not being an ass. Somehow, I know you'll sure be reading this.
Going straight to the point, your * is putting on a fake front.
I don't know why but you give me that kind of feeling that his's the number one guy in the world.
What's the level of your judgement? -20?
Even people with basic knowledge can pinpoint the whole lot of negative personality he's got.
I'm not being concern ,but I just feel like saying this out.
I mean, isn't it better saying it out then to bottle it up?

Birthdays

2009-06-30T15:22:00.001+08:00

Very limited time to blog!
I've got like 1minute only!
I'll just say it in short.
Today : Happy Birthday Jocelyn! Cant celebrate birthday with you in school today cause got SP project. Sorry!
Tomorrow, 1st July: Mummy's Birthday! I love love love love you!
2nd July: Weiwei's birthday!

Bye!

Noobs.

2009-06-27T13:24:00.003+08:00

Dont steal Lee Min-ho away.
Or you'll get nightmares.
I'll make sure you'll never get to see daylights^___^
Hehe!

Frogs dont like penguins

2009-06-27T13:18:00.002+08:00

Homework not done. But going out with brother and nigel to get mum's birthday present. Tomorrow going out with mummy! My house's computer still dont allow me to access to blogger. I hate my computer. So everytime when i blog, i use sharon's comp or nigel's. It sucks. Big time. I dont know why im blogging in this manner now. But i like it. Kinda fun. Tsk. HEHE! I miss jet ski-ing. I miss kohsamui. I miss Heineken. I miss lucky. Nonny. Twoey. Everything about Kohsamui. Including mosquito bites. You might think im siao. But yeah. Thats how much i miss Kohsamui. School's gonna reopen. Hope everything would turn out well. N's are coming. I pray hard to do well. Though praying wont help much. But ya. Just pray. Going off soon. Bye ass.

2009-06-27T10:32:00.003+08:00

Day3 :
Didnt do much today. Woke up late. Ate lunch with mum and co. at Silver beach. Geee.
Their restaurants are all right beside the beaches. How near? <7metres. 15second walk. Are you wondering: HUH?Then overtime, wont the waves erode the entire restaurant? Answer to it: Haha..There are waves, but really gentle ones. Not those that you see in Sentosa/East coast park(:
And, the view is amazing+stunning+facinating+I can sit there to relax the whole day.
And yeah, i did. After eating, all of us sat there, chit-chat. Spoke alot. They drank alot. But not my brother and i :D
From 2pm we sat there until around 5pm? Then my mum and i went for a full body massage. Speaking about this, know what? We have to go topless. I'm fine if its a hut, a shop, or maybe some close-up area. But it isnt. Then where? On the beach. They took out a foldable bed, open it up. And we had our body massage there.
Kay, forget about the issue that i've to go topless.
Cause the massage was really great! To the extent that i actually wanted the massage to go on even after 1hour. Heeee. I fell asleep while she was massaging me x_x
I'll cut it short. Following up after massage:
Swam>Bathe>Ate at another exquisite restaurant>Went airport to pick Roger(Catherine's husband)>Drunken Sailor's bar>Catherine's bar>Dogs>Sleep.

Day4 :
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Today's great! As usual, woke up late. Catherine and Roger brought us to Kohsamui's highest peak to have lunch there. The view is... OH MY GOD. SUPER. SUPER. SUPER. B E A U T I F U L.
Words cant really describe everything. Wait till you see it, you'll know how i felt.
Hmm, it took us quite long to get that high. Getting there, is not at all easy.
Drove on uneven bumpy roads. Not careful, and your jeep will be stuck in between holes. And eventually, i got carsick-.- Ewww. Hate it.
But wait till i get to the top, it was worth it.
Even if i've to go through 10times of carsick, i'll still want to get there.
There, i get to see eagles. Its the first time in my entire life i get to see eagles. Not in TV or whatsoever. But its real life.
Had our meal there. To be honest, the food suck. I'm not being rude, but it really does.. Roger told me its because they dont get customers often. Like maybe 3 daily?
I went bonkas. 3? How the hell to survive? That explains how difficult it is to get to the peak. And nobody would have done that. But we did! <:

Went Cable riding after food, maybe you'll call that Zip-lining or something. But they mention it as Cable riding over there. So, guess what i wanna say? BEST BEST BESTTTTTTTTTTT! BEST CABLE RIDE EVER! 10RIDES, and i get to zip through all over! From top to bottom, bottom to top, from there to here. Total of 730metres! <:
Very happy. How i wish i've got one. So that whenever i'm vexed over something, i'll put myself on the Cable ride. (:
Minimise content, Afterwards:
Bathe>Dinner @ best seafood restaurant on Kohsamui> Bar> Dogs> Sleep.
Psssst, i've been mentioning bar alot of times huh? But do not get me wrong. I dont drink! Its my mum and co-.- They love it. Well, adults. adults. Tsk.

Day5:
J E T S K I - I N G!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~ Its now, my new love. SUPERB. 2thumbs up!
Best sport ever! Best activity i've ever tried!
We head down to Lamai beach this time round. Over there, you can Jet ski cause the coast is clear. What i mean by clear is, its not rocky, like silver beach.
Plus, no matter how far you wanna ride it to, you wont see ships/ boats/ whatever.
Hmm, to help you imagine: Imagine you're @ East Coast park. When you stand there to look out towards the sea, you do see huge ships right? Those Cargo ones and blahblah. Yup, Kohsamui do not have that! Its totally clear. Not a single one. Thats why over there, people get to Jet ski. Weeeet.

I'm glad i suggested that we all jet ski.
If not, i'll regret when i come back to SG. My brother and i went first, while mum and co sat at shore to relax. Kay, that Jet ski runs on 1600CC.
SUPER SUPER FAST. So fast that it threw my brother and i off the jet ski. Yeap, we flew! Its the first time i experience it. I was really afraid when i'm being thrown off. I shouted: DIDI! GOT SHARK GOT SHARK!!! SHARK!!!!
Tsk. I was really scared la. Cause last time, when i swam at pulau ubin, i was bitten by a fish or something. Scared to death. But that didnt stop me from enjoying water activities<:
Thanks to my brother. He was really calm the whole time. We swam back to our jet ski, and my brother went up first, then he helped me up. Heeee. So sweet huh? Jiejie love you man! I injured myself. Cause in the event of being thrown off, my stomach, whacked the front of the jet ski really hard. I didnt feel the pain until we went back shore. If you're wondering, whats the rates?
Here it is: S$43 for 30minutes.
<: tried 1st time, wasnt satisfied. After the 30minutes ended, we had to return to shore. Over the time limit and we'll have to pay extra.
Guess what? I didnt enjoyed enough, i went back and pleased my mum to let me jet ski the other time! WAHAHAHAHAH. Ignore the pain man. I've came this far, just enjoy. :D
Got my wish and PUFF! off, back to jet ski-ing!
Love it please. love love love love loveeeeeeeeeeee jet ski-ing.
Naum, hope you'll have good business!
I'll come back to Jet ski again!
Cut short again. Then we:
Bathe>
Dinner beside beach again!>
Lamai beach bar>
Lamai's pool party>
Lamai's Kbox>
Catherine's bar>
Spent my last day with dogs.I kissed Heineken goodbye.And the owner told me that Heineken liked me.What can i do? I loved Heineken too.But i'll be leaving SG the next day.So i spent 3hours with Heineken.Right up to 2/3am.Had a tight hug.Spoke to Heineken too.I wonder if he understands.I hope he wont forget me.I think of Heineken everyday, ever since i came back to SG.
Heineken, be a good boy. Protect your owner always. Get along with your brother Lucky! <: He's a beautiful black dog.Love you all.

Day6:
Woke up late late-.-
Went to the Big buddha. Ate. Airport. Home sweet home by 8pm Sg timing.

P/s: I love Kohsamui to the max.

2nd Home.

2009-06-27T00:25:00.006+08:00

Hah. I left in a hurry that day,cause i had to attend sp course.
I barely had time to explain about my trip > Kohsamui ^_____^
1st thing 1st, DIE DIE HAVE TO GO.
2nd, I'll be going back again. Confirmed. Not going back once, but for the rest of my life, im certained, i'll revisit Kohsamui like its my 2nd home.
3rd, actually, i dont mind migrating there. Will consider again, when i grow older. Initially, i wanted to settle down in Korea. But come to think about it, the life expenses there in Korea is EX .__. While over there in Kohsamui, its much more affordable^o^ Ohwell, i'll see when the time comes.

When my mum actually spoke to me about Kohsamui, about how beautiful their beaches were, how delicious their delicacies were, the sceneries were one-of-the-kind, she mentioned i'll love the place and blah blah blah.
I've never thought, what my mum said, was what the hell? Dam'it true.
My mum told me to check out the internet, go google type Kohsamui to view the pictures, then i really went to check it out, first thought that came through my mind was : What the! It cant be, the picture's been edited right? There's no such beaches on earth! Come'on!
Tsk.My mum told me : Its okay.You'll check it out once you're there.
YEAH. KOHSAMUI'S A PARADISE. ONE PLACE YOU'VE GOT TO GO TO CHECK IT OUT.

Reach Kohsamui on the 18th, 10pm Sg timing. But it's 9pm over there.
Catherine(mum's bf friend's wife) came to fetch us to her resort!
THE THING THAT SHOCKED ME: The airport is small+not air conditioned+ super normal+ simple.
Thats fine.Next, NO STREET LIGHTS AT ALL. From airport all the way to resort, their roads has got no lights, no traffic lights. Nothing of that sort.
LAST OF ALL: The road is a one-way-kind. Meaning? If you're driving towards somewhere, and someone is driving the opposite direction from you, chances of getting into accidents are high, plus one of the vehicle have the park outside the road pavement, in other words, on bare grassland. You call that cool or what? For me, TOTALLY COOL!
Reach resort already, deposit our stuffs and head down to Catherine's bar.
Right beside the resort only. 1minute walk. WOOOT!There, i met 4friends<:
Heineken, Lucky, Nonny, Twoey. They are dogs lah^o^ I LLLLOOOOOVVVVEEEE THEM!
Especially Heineken. Aww, i miss him. Alot. Really,alot. Sighhhhhhhh. How are you now Heineken? Miss me too? Kay, im being crazy you might think. But i just wanna say it out luh.
Heineken, wait for me. I'll come back to visit you some day kay? Then i'll pat you. Brush you. And you can play with my long long skirt :D You can jump around me, like how you did that time when i got a bone for you. Behave yourself, dont quarrel with your brother, Lucky. Kay? Muah muah muah!
I realise this post is getting too long-winded. Sorry to whoever that's reading it.
Or maybe, no one is! ^^ Its okay! I post cause blogger's like a non-ling thing? But something i can pen my thoughts on. Hehe..

Day2:
I woke up early. Not because i slept early the day before. But its because i was too excited! We rent a jeep and drove around the island. Hmm, to get more familarise with the area. Then we went to Silver beach. My brother and i was being kinda kiddo. Why? Cause we built sand castles -.- Lame? But not lame to me. Wanna know something? I even brought the tools needed to built sand castle from SG to Kohsamui. Wooheeehaa.
After much of fun, my brother and i went swimming.
THEN I SAW FISHES!?!?!?!?! LIKE MARINE FISHES?!?!?!?
I SCREAMED!!?!?!?!?? AND SWAM AWAY VERY QUICKLY. I'm scared there are sharks ma :X
But in a matter of fact, i realise i wasnt far from shore-.- Quite near...
Dont know why got fishes? O_o I saw some fish with white and black stripes with yellow shadings? and i'm not wearing gorgles(dont know how to spell) la!
Its just that the sea water there is super clear.
Later in the day,
Bathe>Dinner>bar>Played with dogs>Sleep.

To be continued!
Gtg. Bye!

P/s: Rest in peace Michael Jackson.

Fishes dont like coffee.

2009-06-26T21:46:00.010+08:00

17th, Ice skating> East coast park > Changi airport > Home.
Photos.

ADA LOVES KOHSAMUI

2009-06-24T09:38:00.011+08:00

Nonny.

Brown one- Twoey.

AHHHH! Got no time to speak about my holiday in kohsamui,
have to go school for course already ):
In summary, Kohsamui's a place you've got to go before you die.
Its really relaxing,calm and a place to retreat from all your worries.
Honestly, i didnt want to come back sg la.
Though the people there live in simple life, but they are really happy.
I want that.
And yah, my new love is now JET SKI-ING!
If you've got the chance, go try it out.
But i bet singapore dont have it. ):
Kay, till the next time i get to post,i'll elaborate more.
For now, pictures will do.

P/s: Thankyou so much to my mum's friends- Catherine and Roger.
You've made my stay in Kohsamui a pleasant and unforgettable one.
Till we meet again, take care of Nonny and Twoey! <:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MIN-HO!

2009-06-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

Hope to see you appearing in more TV programme!
Come Singapore! <:

22HOURS MORE!

2009-06-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

Out with maine and sharon today to celebrate my late birthday!
Went ice skating first! (:
I LOVE IT LIKE HOW MUCH I LOVE THE SEA!
Sharon fell 6times, and has a swollen ankle now, i hope she'll be fine over the next few days. Maine, i hope you'll skate better the next time round we go! <:
HAHAHA, though its my 2nd time going, i fell once!
Now i have 3 blue-blacks on my knees. Both left and right.
Hurts ): Well, worth the fall. Cause i enjoy ice skating!
Heheeeeeeeee! Then we travelled to EAST COAST PARK AGAIN!
I cant remember exactly how many times we've been there, 6?
I belong to the sea! <:
Ate dinner at CHANGI AIRPORT!
Cant remember the restaurant there, but it was korean restaurant!
The Kimchi is heavenly delicious! Love the sprouts too!
We promise to come back another time! (:
Anyway, I cant post any pictures... BOOOOO.
Nigel's computer lousy ._.
Cannot transfer file from phone to computer de.
Kay, overall, I LOVE TODAY! SUPER DUPERLY EXTREMELY CRAZYILY HAPPY.
HAD LOTSA FUN, I PLAYED LIKE A LITTLE GIRL SERIOUSLY.
WHO CARES? AS LONG AS I ENJOYED MYSELF :D

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!
GOING KOHSAMUI TOMORROW! <: <: <:
Time to fly, high up in the skies :D
Looking forward to it! ^o^
HOOOOOOOOOOORAAAAAAYYYYYYY!

Double Happiness.

2009-06-16T22:40:00.001+08:00

Cant think of anything else to say,
but i just feel like SSSSCCCCCCCCRRRRRREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
ITS OUR 1ST COMPLETE YEAR TOGETHER!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WOOOOOOOOOOOO HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HYUUUUUUUUUUUUYYYYYYY! PPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Okay, super happy please.
Ecstatic and happy and happy and happy.
Mixed up la! All happy emotions!
GAGAGAGA! <: Kay,im blogging now, its the 17th.
But i put 16th<:
hehe. Anyway, nigel and i went west coast park today!(16th) WOOOOT.
PLAYED THE SWINGS, CLIMB THE PIRAMIDS, PLAY WITH SAND, RUN AROUND, SEE PEOPLE FLY KITES (i'll learn how to fly a kite one day, I DEFINITELY WILL!)
then settled down to enjoyed the beautiful scenery.
Then went Vivo, my favourite.
Cause the very first time after vivo's open to public, nigel's the 1st person to bring me there.
So, going there brought back alot past memories.
Time, really fly hor? So fast, 1 year is gone.
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
We sat side by side in the morning light
and looked out at the future together.

Year 2008.

2009-06-15T11:21:00.003+08:00

Before going to bed yesterday, i thought about 3C.
I miss the feeling that choon yong and co. always used to make fun of teachers.
Tsk. The class is always noisy whenever ChoonYong's around ._.
Anyway, i really felt like saying :
Xinyi: You really love singing ah. I'll never forget you singing and singing non-stop even when people tell you to. LOL. Seriously,sometimes i feel its irritating, but still, quite soothing at times.
Peiwen: Tsk.tsk.tsk. You and i always complaint to each other about how boring lessons were.and got confuse with mole concepts.
Jovian: HAHAAHAH.Whenever i think of you, i think about my other friend too.Cause his name is also Jovian(male).
Hazel: I WANNA HEAR YOU PLAY GUZHENG AGAIN! You're really good at it man ._.
Whai Ee: HELLO SMART ASS. You got top for most science papers. Really, amazing.
Continue la hor. Jiayou!
Charmaine See: Ha, you've got the same name as my other friend. Charmaine Yeo.You too have opposite characters. You're kinda quiet(i think so, or maybe cause i've not seen you hyper yet) but the other charmaine is really noisy one <:
Shuqing: Hmm.. you should speak more often in class. Then you'll realise 3c'08 is really cool.
Huda: SAME DA'S. i ada you huda. We always got confuse when teachers call us. Anyway, all the best!
Chaowei: Omg. Chaowei, you're like a older brother to me. Though im borned out first <: But the birthdate doesnt really matter. I have alot to thank you, really. I think without you, i wouldnt have completed those emathe and amathe assignments. I'll never never forget that time when i didnt understand Trigo, you've got to repeat 19times for me. To the extent that you really felt like jumping off the roof. TSK.Then there was once, i got 0/60 for my amathe test,i cried infront of you, thank you for giving me your concern<: I spoke to my mother alot about you. She's really happy i've got a friend like you. Supporting me <: I'm glad we dare to speak so openly to each other. Really like brother and sisters. Up till now, if you still remember the secrets we share, STILL CANNOT TELL ANYONE AH! Or i come hump-tam you.
Noor: HAHAHAHA! 10YEARS! AND WE'RE STILL IN THE SAME SCHOOL! From primary school till now! MY TIAN! You and i fated or something i guess. <:
Joel: NOISY BOY. You can get really noisy in class. So irritating sometimes! But duh, you're rather funny.
Marie: I forgotten how we became friends ._. We started talking to who first ah? Aiya! Who cares man! You're now my friend! <: We usually laugh at the same things, at the same times. Sometimes even speak exactly the same. So cool. I dont know how we get to develop that kinda chemistry :D
Rhoda: <: <: <: Dont know why, when i think of you, i smile. You're really nice.So polite, kind and and and FRIENDLY! wahahaha. You can go along with anybody right! I LOVE YOU MAN! <: Its not that i only love you la, i love 3c also :D So the rest, dont say im being pian xin.
Jiaying: ANOTHER CHOIR MEMBER. 3c really alot choir memebers. I remember our class was given a nickname right? Something like CandyChoir class? All the C's also. Hehe.
Vivian: Okay, i've got to admit. You're really staight forward when you speak. Sometimes, if people dont get you, they misunderstood and think that you're scolding them or something. Cause i've experienced it before ._. Anyway, you dont have to change. Cause thats you. <:
Shaotao: CUTE FELLOW. Really, super duper uper cute cute cute! Your reactions, movement, the way you speak, ALL SO CUTE! Ahhhhh! Not to forget, your chinese power power one <:
Minghao: LOL. EVERYONE ALWAYS CALL YOU BLACKIE. Dam funny sometimes. They always compare you with gurvin! AHHAAH! and the " Hei Ren Ya Gao"!
ChoonYong: ANOTHER NOISY IDIOT. opps? Just felt like calling you that. The way you make fun of people, can make me laugh till my eye balls drop. Although you normally tease people, i know its meant for fun and laughter. <:
Thoven: RICH KIA. From the top to toe, the things you wear, most of it are branded. I wonder where you get the money from. Your parents lawyers? Or they print money one? Hmm, i dont its good to have so much branded stuffs. You should save up your money, use it for other purpose.
PEISI! : OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! I MISS YOU DEARLY! I MISS THE TIMES WHEN WE SING " IF I GOT 1 MILLION DOLLARS" IN HOKKIEN! Hmmm, i dont know if its 1million,10million or 1villion o_o Forgotten already. If i've got the chance, i wanna sing with you again ! <:
Yinghui: HAHAHA.Though we dont speak often, sometimes i really wanna know more about you, but didnt know how to start ._. sorry huh. Its cool! We stay at the same block!
Gurvin: LOL. PANJABI! Okay, firstly, you're not that black. I dont know why 3c's always comparing you with black people? And refering you as bangala. But, its really funny when they tease you. Im sorry! But i've got to laugh! Way too funny!
Wanfen: Im speaking to another smart ass. You ah, you seem like you've got some memory sticks in your head, you can remember so much content for geog! O_O
Rouxuan: Okay, you look like a rabbit. Not say your face la. But its because you're gentle and nice. <: hehe.
Kahfong!: KAH-FONGIE! LOL. Saw the class tee that day. You put Kahfongie! So funny. At the same time cute. Kay, you've got really long hands and legs. Shanice always call you cheepanzee. How to spell that? Monkey la! I dont know. LOL. You speak really soft hor, sometimes i wanna take a microphone for you leh! Speak up girl!
Yiting: Kay, i know we didnt speak much, but aiya. Who cares. You're really nice man! Hope to know more about you ._.
Yexun: TEDDY BEAR! miss calling you that. Haha. But you're really like teddy bear.
Yonghong: OMG. YOU'RE REALLY LIKE MR LIM YUEN TUCK'S SON OKAY. SO SO SO TALL. CRAZY! WHAT DID YOU EAT TO GROW THAT TALL?
Ying qian: WIN MONEY! YOUR NAME, REALLY SOUND LIKE WIN MONEY. lol. If you go try casino gambling, people call you win money. Sure funny one.
Tianrui: HAHAHAHA. Sometimes we speak, quite lame hor? I remember calling you sky or something? Cant remember.
Yishan( i dont know how to spell your name leh) : So sorry. If im not wrong, you're a half chinese half malay right? Kay, i know the way i describe is kinda 'diao' but i dont know how to say! lol!
DYLAN CHAN MALI CHAN! : I purposely put you as the last person to speak about. YOU LA! ALWAYS QUARREL WITH ME! IN CLASS, PE, HALL, EVERYWHERE! Sometimes, i think to myself, what did i do huh? Why always quarrel quarrel quarrel? Maybe thats how we communicate ba. Is that special or weird? Whatever you call it, but i hope we wont quarrel that often anymore. HAHAHA.

I think i miss out on a few people. Not on purpose, but i cant remember! Im sorry. But each and every one of you makes up 3C. Hehe. Mr Benny lim and Ms losiny, you 2 are the ones who help me pull through. Thankyou, for having faith in me, till the very end of my express journey. Wonderful teachers makes a great impact to a student like me. Love you 2!
Before ending, WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR 'O' LEVELS! <:
4C'09 GOOD LUCK! :D

2nd off the list.

2009-06-12T13:12:00.003+08:00

NIGEL'S BIRTHDAY TODAY(:
Happy happy happy birthday laogong.
I've been looking forward to this day.
Last year i didnt get to celebrate your birthday with you,
cause i was overseas.But this year's the chance!
Life is short, but love can last forever.

Blogger died on me

2009-06-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

Suck. Dont know what happened to my blogger/internet.
No matter what i did, i cant get to blogger's page.
Its been like that for a few weeks. WEEKS OKAY.
I dont like ): I've got so much i wanna speak about.
Blogger's like my diary.
And now that i dont get to post,my blog's so dead.
Anyway, this post that you're reading right now,
i managed to post thanks to my sweetest-bestiest friend,
Charmaine Yeo Yeo Yeo! Love you dear! <:

7thjune- Younger Brother Birthday(:
Didi ya, JieJie love love love ni!
I'm so glad we are able to speak to each other so openly.
Hahah!Although we do quarrel,and i admit jiejie do shout at you,
bare with it la.You know i get really fed-up when you dont allow me to use computer<:
i hope you'll come to realise the importance and seriousness of planning your future ahead for yourself cause this isn't a joking matter.Because you're my brother,the more i should care.

Your pillar,
Jiejie!:D

(Will post all the recent photos taken another time,i dont wanna trouble maine so much >.<)

Happy Birthday Hyun Joong!

2009-06-06T10:39:00.006+08:00

I hope Hyun Joong will marry Hwangbo someday(:
They're a nice couple.

I wished, i was younger.

2009-06-04T15:03:00.006+08:00

I wished i was younger. Really want to be younger.
From what i remembered, when i was a little girl,
I cry only because when i hurt myself, i fell down or when i was in pain.
Or, when i wanted Barbie dolls, and my mum wouldnt get me one.
Those were last time...
Now that im older, i feel that i no longer cry because of all that.
If i happen to fall, i wouldnt cry. Cause im old enough.
If i wanted something, i save up money to get them.
I was talking to sharon just now,
then i realised, there are so much more stuffs that makes me cry.
Even though im now older.
I can cry because of my results.
I can cry because i miss my mum.
I can cry because of BGR.
I can cry when our team loses to our opponent.
I can cry when friends betray us?
I can cry because of stress.
I even cry in my dreams.
Then next time when we grow older, we might cry because we lose our jobs.
I can cry after becoming a mum, when my kids dont listen to me.
When the teacher call me to tell me about how bad their behaviour are.
Or when my mum dies?
Then when i finally reach my 60's, i might cry because my kids dont take care of me well? Or when people rob me. Or when i have some sort of illness and is clueless about knowing what to do. Or when my husband dies before me.
Suddenly, i think about so much.
At every stage of our life, we cry because of different reasons.
Now that im blogging out my thoughts, im thinking...
What if the world ends even before when i get a job?
So whats the point of studying?
Study study study study study then world ends?

Now that i've grown older, there's so much to worry.
About love, about family, about my own future.
So, whats my destiny?
And, why am i thinking so much about all this actually?
I was not like that when i was sec1/2.
I didnt really bother much about life before, why now?
You know, now a days, when i ask my friends :" Hey, going to eat together later? "
They normally reply me :" My mum got cook."
Then i'll go :"Sigh. Kay lo."
This kinda feeling, really suck. Seriously.
I envy them so so much. They have their mum's to cook for them, to quarrel with. Having your mum to live with you, is really a blessing.
I miss my mum everyday.. I think of her most of the time.
I wonder how she's doing, has she been well?
Is her work too tiring? Did she get enough rest?
Are her legs and back hurting? What is she doing now?
What is she going to eat for dinner? What channel is she watching? This sunday when we meet, where will we be going?
What time will she sleep? Tomorrow morning, what is she going to eat for breakfast?
I think i think too much...
I really love you, mum :D

P/s: I cant access to blogger now a days ): Why?
I manage to blog today cause im in sharon's house. LOL.

CHAKRA TEAM RULES!

2009-06-01T14:23:00.005+08:00

30th may:

Went out with sharon and maine today <:
Had a purpose, but not gonna elaorate.
Later some dogs will copy. LOL!
WENT TO EAT STEAMBOAT! SHARON'S IDEA!

Happy pay Steamboat! <:

We went the new shopping centre! Called Iluma.
DAM DAM BIG. I LOVE THE ESCALATOR~

This is the lollipop i bought. We all bought one! <:

31st may:

I WENT TO THE BEACH AGAIN TODAY, THIS TIME ROUND WITH MY MUM AND CO. :D
IM GOING KOHSAMUI SOON!!!!!!!!!!!! 8D
I LOVE YOGURT.

ATE DINNER AT NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD.
I TELL YOU, THE CRAB IS HEAVENLY!
SHOCKINGLY, BILL WAS $184. (JAWS DROPPED)
BUT,REALLY DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DELICIOUS.

P/S: My blogger got problem one! T_________T
So sad,only some time can use, some times cant.
Maine,dont laugh at me. *SLAP* *PIAK!*

SP course

2009-05-29T18:58:00.006+08:00

Today is just like any other school days.
Had training in the morning and went home afterwards to rest <:
Came back to school again for the SP course!

Mr Chan remembered to bring the purple gold for me! Really touched.

I was taught that in our facial wash, purple gold and silver is present.
So cool isn't it?

Structures (:

Methane, CH4.

My favourite! <: Has got double bonds!
Chromatography :

Started like that.
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Then we add on our own desired dyes.

Put into solvent. Watch as it travels up.

Results, Left's mine. Right's Sharon. Mine travel further! <:

Shanice took this for us. <:

Stayed in school with F4 and head to lot1 after that <:
Ate Pizza hut with maine,lene and shimin!
LOOVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT!
JOKE OF THE DAY:
Maine's plate was initially empty after eating, then after a few minutes, a few grains of rice showed up.
We made fun of her and said stuffs like, it dropped out from her nose,
she hide it in her bag and etc.
REALLY FUNNY! We laughed like some Gila Girls please!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHA! :D
Yay, tomorrow running and sauna again!
Climax : SHOPPING = TOMORROW!

Cannot already

2009-05-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sick and tired to be the one initiating.
Fucked up alright.

Points.

2009-05-26T15:58:00.006+08:00

I love this picture, one look at it, and sharon came to my mind. <:
About today :
1) ITS SHANICE BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2ND MUMMY!( You yourself know why i address you as that(: )
2) Was somehow too energetic today, feeling restless now.
3) Enjoyed PE! Played Dodge ball with class!
4) Ms Yap's getting old.
5) MUMMY'S STAYING OVERNIGHT TODAY! <:
6) I think nigel's not gonna fulfill the 75% of attendance ._.
7) I'm happy cause he came yesterday <:
8) I'm gonna bathe and sleep, after this.
9) Spend time with mummy <:
10) Call daddy! ( He's in Indonesia for work. )

Silence

2009-05-24T16:52:00.009+08:00

Results, are not everything.
There are much more to me, in life.

23rd May :
Met Sharon and Maine early in the morning @9am.
Went for a jog and Sauna afterwards.
Was our very 1st time, and yes, i had alot of fun <:
We promise to go back again.
Went looking for mummy at Raffles then we had some shopping and dinner <:
Guess what? She stayed overnight!
Indeed, i was really happy. Miss her so so much (:

Ate Mango snow ice after our lunch. YOU ALL GOT TO TRY! 8.5/10!

24th May:
SHOPPING. EAT. SHOPPING. EAT. SHOPPING. EAT. SHOPPING. EAT.
FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT. FAT.
Was out with mummy and brother today.
Super tired now, after all that walking.
Cant believe i kept eating and eating, when i knew i've put on weight.
Oh my-.- Dead. I really have to STOP.
But how to resist my temptation! Hokkaido's Azabu Sabo ice cream! ><
I've been eating ice cream for consecutively 4days...
1st day: Bought an ice cream for myself.
2nd day: Nigel bought a tub of Ben&Jerry's, at least we shared <:
3rd day: Finish the whole Mango snow ice.
4th day: Kept the Hokkaido's ice cream to myself.
Ahhhhhh. Have to lose weight!
Okay, i have no time to waste, mum's nagging at me.
We're gonna watch Slumdog millionaire. She just rent it.
Bye!

Whatever it takes.

2009-05-22T22:11:00.004+08:00

I got 23points for EMB3.
I know what you all would be thinking after reading the 1st sentence.
Shocking? Stunned? I dont know. Cause i used to get good results, but now not anymore.
Its a surprise to everyone i guess.
Anyway, I'm never gonna give up.
I've said it before, i'll fail once, twice, thrice.
Whatever, no matter how many times, i'm still gonna try.

To maine :
Sorry i complaint about you not updating your blog.
You knew i was kiddng! Love you.

I'm staying put.

2009-05-21T14:23:00.005+08:00

While im now at home blogging, my fellow F&N classmates are having their "N" level practical exams. I hereby wish you all the best! <:
Had class photo taken today, but there are 2 missing members ):
Raj and Ali. BOOOOO. Raj came late, therefore missed the chance.
Ali's down with food poisoning, absent for 2days already. ALI! GET WELL SOON! SCHOOL WITHOUT YOU IS BORINGGGGG!
CE lesson today was kinda fun(: Learnt about Integrity.
Found something interesting, a question that Miss Vanitha gave us.
What would you do, if you're invisible?
First thought that came straight to my mind was, try many different ways to make myself visible again la! Eg: pouring paint/powder/ what so ever that will make myself visible?
HAAAA. Then i realised it was not the way she wanted us to answer-.-
Laugh out loud. She's trying to covey to us that, if we're invisible, we could do whatever we liked/want. Like what Michelle suggested, Take planes without having to pay for the tickets.
Ohyah, Mr Kat talked to us about a Chemistry Module @ SP.
Cant make up my mind whether or not i should go for it. Cause there will be lessons and training during the holidays too. Plus my mum's bringing me overseas. Such a hectic schedule for this coming June holi's!

I'M SO HAPPY NOW CAUSE MY ROOM GOT ON AIR-CON! <:
Okay, i know its really lame. But i've not enjoyed Air-con for quite some time.
Ever since the financial crisis started, and the Keep Earth Green thingy.
Yah, so im really happy <: Gonna go get a afternoon nap after this.
Will be metting maine for a run later, then got tuition!
WATCH AMERICAN IDOL LATER @ 10PM ON CHANNEL5!
RESULTS SHOW! I SUPPORT ADAM LAMBERT! <:
ALI ALI ALI BABA. DO COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! ( NAH ALI, this sentence is for you. Happy now? So must come tomorrow ah! ^__________^ )

We're in this together.

Only if its real.

2009-05-20T15:45:00.004+08:00

Had a dream yesterday. Is it fate? Cause i dreamed something similar to it before.
Not once, not twice. But thrice.
Tried not to think about it, but it was disturbing me for the whole day.
Anyway, holidays are nearing and im looking forward to it! <:
HAAA. Holidays = Fun. Hope to have class outing, really.
Was disappointed today after syah told me about the kayaking thingy.
I need to have at least a star in order to go kayaking in the seas. Sigh, i dont have that 1 star man! Only if im a SSC member. I really regretted not taking up that role back then. How stupid was i, i really have no idea why i rejected the request.
STUPID STUPID STUPID! AHHHHHH. The thought of it, could kill me.
I think i've grown fat. No idea why i just said that, but yah.
Just feel it lo. Gonna start cutting down on my food intake already.
Anyway, I LOVE 4G'S F4! <:

P/s: Is anyone willing to run with me everyday after school?

Unfold the rest.

2009-05-18T19:31:00.008+08:00

My post today is dedicated to Charmaine dear.
Judging from your body language today after we got back our chinese paper,
I know deep down inside you, you wanna scream, cry, shout, you wanna do something to vent your despondency on.
But you knew you couldnt, cause we're in school.
There are people around, and you dont wanna make a big Hu-Ha about it.
When i see you using your bag to hide your face,
I knew, you're crying.
At that moment, i wanted to speak to you,
but i myself was not feeling delighted about my results too.
I was disheartened.
I'm sorry, but if i could do anything for you,
I'll create an empty room, and allow you to be alone for the time being.
You've got to let it out, cry it out loud.
Then you'll feel much better.
I swear i know how you're feeling.
Getting grades like that for your strongest subject,
sucks really big big time.
I guess it pulled your confidence level down by 3.
I cant help you with chinese, and for that i feel really useless being your friend.
Maine, things will always go wrong and most of the time, we'll never know.
Sometimes, the pavement we're walking on just seemed too steep, difficult to reach to the top. But dont give up although the pace is slow.
And when you wanna smile, but you have to sigh.
When what you care about alot, pulled you down.
But dont be discouraged, cause you may succeed with another blow.
You can never tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're at the hardest pitch,
It's when things seems worst that you must never quit.
I believe in you, i know you can do it.
Since i'm still carrying hopes on you, so tell me why you should stop trying.
I may not be able to help, but i'll sit with you and hear you out.
Love you.

We took this @ Changi Airport remember? The 1st visit we made to T3. We looked as if we're really gonna leave Sg. I'm looking forward for the Taiwan trip we promised each other. <:

The 2nd trip we made to Changi Airport. I post this picture cause its almost similar to the 1st one. Like we're gonna depart. <:

Happy happy happy 11th mth! <: / G.O.L.F.

2009-05-17T21:39:00.011+08:00

TODAY(17thMay'09)! :

MY MUMMY PLAYING GOLF! <:

Younger Brother (:

Mum's BF :D

Golf Land @Bishan!

Gold balls in the machine. HEEE, SO MANY. O____________________O

1. Position yourself. Make your stand firm. Focus on the side of the golf ball at all times.

2. Give a backward swing, but make sure your arms remain straight.

3. A harder swing, put more strength into it. Shoulders tilt,Waist turns, knees bent, but hands remain @ 180 degrees.

4. Then BAMB. Off your golf ball goes :D WEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

The 3 of them! <: I was resting, so i decided to take down a photo!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HEARD ME? I SAID : WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Went to play Golf today with my mum,her bf and brother<:
My very first time! And i really enjoyed myself, superb i tell you.Totally amazing.
Kay, for each game 100 balls cost $30. And we played 350 balls(:
Was really expensive, but still, I LOVE IT :D My mum's bf told me that Golf is the hardest sport to play. I agree with him -.- It took me 3 tries to hit the ball, BUT, it did not went far. My ball bounced off and flew 15metres? Thats really lousy.
MY BEST SCORE WAS 100METRES! YAYYYY! I jumped after that shot. Screamed too :X
Only after 50tries? Haaa. Laugh out please. My mum's bf is a PRO MAN. His golf ball can fly 300metres. LIKE, WAWWW. Every shot he gave, i go : WOW. NICE ONE MAN.
My mum's not bad too! Picked up with it really fast. Same goes to my brother, ^____^
YAAAAAY! We'll be going back again next week. ( Look forward to the game! )
A comment made by my mum's bf. He said i was the best among my mum and brother (:
LIKE WOOOOOT! He said i was flexible and comfortable with it, i went all out for that shot. :D Weeee-Youuuuu-Weeeet! (: I'm gonna practice more the next session. GOLF GOLF GOLF!
P/s: Realise something? I wore my netball tee even for Golf Games. Im so devoted to Netball <: Heeeeeeee! Actually, cause i've only got that for sports wear >< But im serious about Netball yup! :D
Head to an Irish pub to have dinner, was great! Had Lamb Stew. Lovvvvvvve it!

Drank Fiji water, $6. SCAM):

Pool table.

MY HORSE!<: We bet on horse racing! Ricoco is the correct spelling. Not Ricocco. Did not know what place my horse came in): Forgotten, cause as soon as the race ended, we left. Sorry horsey ):
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YES-16TH TER-MAY DAY-09. :

You're my miracle, my dearest.
When I stop to think,
All that we've been through
I can't help but realize
I'm addicted to you.
Laughter, Craziness, sad times, tormenting periods, fights, quarrels.
Whatever, cause we've walked this far.
You're my beautiful dream, one that i can be in, forever.
You're amazing, you're a wonderful man.
You held me so tight, And now im your greatest fan.
You've changed the way I see things
You make me happy to look forward to,
What tomorrow will bring.
That even though your not here
I can always feel your love,
Cause I hold your feelings near.
I run all the things you say, around in my head.
It usually brings me peace at night,
Before I go to bed<:

4 bouquet of flowers.
1314 heart shaped folded straws.
1st visit to Vivo city.
Jelly beans.
1st Dine in @ Makan Sutra.
Singapore Flyer.
Escape theme park.
Wild wild wet.
139 miss calls.
Patience for 8hours.
Spending $200 for 1day.
Tons of Ice Cream.
Unlimited Love.
Thankyou, for letting me in,
into your life.
I'm really really really _ _ _ _ Y. :D
Fill in the blanks yourself.

My eyes like -_- Tired ><

I didnt know he was doing that!
Laogong, Muah <:

Bi yan deh.

2009-05-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

" Today after getting geog results my heart machiam sink like titanic. "
Quoted from Charmaine's blog.
I agree with her, Totally. I feel awful.
I bet Ms Zarina's really disappointed with our results.
Imagine you being a teacher, how would you feel when only 1 student passed for that subject? If it was me, I'll cry. I'll feel like im a lousy teacher, not qualified to commit into teaching. Cause my students cant even produce results that earns them a pass.
Ms Zarina, Its not your fault.
You've done your part in teaching us, you're a good teacher. Its ours, we ourselfs did not study hard enough for geog. Please dont brood over it kay? I hope you're fine. Put this issue at the back of your head, and forget about it for the time being.
Please. Oh my gosh. I feel really guilty for not studying for geog. I dont know how to make you feel better, i wanted to talked to you about it today, but you seemed really despondent. I promise to do better. I will.
I remember you saying :" If you cant do well for human geog, then concentrate on physical goeg, get at least a 20/25 for physical geog, then i guarantee you will be able to pass your geog paper. If you cant do human nor physical geog, then where are you? You have to be somewhere."
Love you Ms Zarina.

I...told my mum about my results today. And i cried, after speaking to her.
Mum, you're the greatest. I love you, so so much.
I spoke to her over the phone, after netball training today.
Me: " Ma, im back. Anyway,i got back my results."
Mum: " Oh! Okay. Why do you sound so sad? "
Me: " Mummy, my results not very good leh... Sigh."
Mum: " How did you do? Very bad meh?"
Me: " Er. Mathe...( Told her all my results )" Then i sigh here sigh there. Mummy continued talking to me, and i explained to her about some stuffs.
Then she told me :
" Girl, i know the kind of stress you're having. But mummy's really proud of you. I've never done such things when i was your age. I didnt even finish my education. Mummy's not giving you any stress, i just want you to be able to cope. So dont think too much okay? Mummy want you to be happy. You're mummy's sweetest girl, you're my princess, you're my everything. Mummy loves you. No matter how and what you do, mummy loves you. And i'll always be supporting you. You're not alone. You hear me? In our life, we're bound to fail and succeed. But whenever you fail, please tell yourself to get up and start moving on. Girl, Remember, mummy love love love you.
Now, go bathe and sleep. Listen to me, Just go and sleep. Wake up, and you'll feel much better. Mummy love you okay? "
Ma, i heard you. And i love you too.
You're really great, no amount of words can describe how much you meant to me.
You're the best. The best of the best.

我对自己太失望了...

2009-05-14T20:41:00.003+08:00

Even when grey clouds covers the sky,
Even when life goes so wrong,
Even when i start losing hope,
Only your touch could change everything.
You're my lighting candle,
that glows brightly in the strong wind.
You're a strong tree that holds firmly to the ground, even in a storm.

SHANICE I KNOW YOU'RE READING MY BLOG.
DONT STALK ON PEOPLE.
OR I'LL STALK ON YOU! <:
Anyway, i've gotten back some of my exam papers.
NOT SATISFIED AT ALL.
NOT EVEN THAT TINY INCY LITTLE BINY BIT.
I cant believe those mistakes i made in Mathe paper1 and 2.
-I took 4 x 1 = 8.
-I took 2 x 3 = 3.
-I took -1 x 1 = 1.
-I took -2 - 3 = -6.
So far, thats all i've remembered.
And those mistakes cost me to lose alot of precious marks.
LIKE REALLY, A.L.O.T.
I've not informed my parents about it yet.
Dont know how to speak to them about it.
Sigh, especially my mum ):
Will speak to her about it soon...

Got my magazine with MinHo on the cover page already.
Dad bought it for me. Thanks pa (:
No mood to say anything now,
Thats it for today.
Bye.

To the world you may be just one person, but to me you're the world.

2009-05-13T19:59:00.001+08:00

BEACH TODAY WAS FUN! 8D
We learned from a fisherman there how he actually gets his worms as baits.
And use it for fishing afterwards.
I went up to spoke to him cause from far, we saw him grabbing sand from the coast.
Was curious,so we started talking. he's got 10years of fishing experience O_____O Woah! 10. Was really cool, really.
I'd no idea about it initially, then i learnt.
HAHAHAHA. NEW FRIEND, UNCLE FISHERMAN:D
Went PizzaHut to eat dinner with S and M(:
Cause N's working there ma :X :D ^_____________^
Saw Emilia and Melissa too! <: Hee.
Will return to the beach again someday!
My favourite place <:

P/s: Sharon Unni! <:
THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MUCH FOR THE LEE MIN-HO POSTER! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT REALLY. LOVE YOU! MUAHMUAH! :D

Brighter than before.

2009-05-12T19:13:00.005+08:00

16th May'09.
OHMYZZ!! Channel U will be broad casting 花样男孩!
ARHHZHZHHZZZZXZXZXZX! They can really drive me nuts please.
Dont forget to watch! 9:15pm <:
AND YAHYAH, JUN PYO'S MINE!(The one in the middle!) 8D
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PHEWWWWWWWWWWW.
AMATHS IS O.V.E.R.
EXAMS ARE O.V.E.R.
FUN IS H.E.R.E
Anyway, Amaths paper today was rather dissapointing.
Firstly, i know i didnt study hard for it.
So,i deserve a border line pass or so >:
Secondly, i did not want to not study on purpose.
Was busy over the weekend.
Hooked up by some problems, and yeah.
Thirdly, GET OVER IT.
Its done. O.V.E.R.
I'm so happy happy happy.
Cause exams are over over over <:
Heee, met up with N today(: Really brighten up my day. :D
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW!!!! O____O
CAUSE S,M AND ME WILL BE HEADING TO THE BEACH BEACH BEACH!
AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDD

P/s: Maine,its okay!<: Dont have to feel bad. I'm fine, N pei wo! :D Tomorrow, fly at your highest speed to come meet us! Muah!

A Flipover

2009-05-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!
Love you alotalotalotalotalotalot mommy! <:
Hope you're having a great time at Batam!
Since you'll be back tomorrow,
i'll celebrate Mother's day with you! :D
You're the world greatest mommy for me,
You're the best encouragement giver,
You can read me from the inside out,
even if i didnt say so.
You ran to me when i fell,
You told me the greatest bedtime stories when i was young,
You kissed me whenever you were drunk,
You and i quarrel just like sisters,
We gossip and spoke about people just like best gf's.
We can fight and tickle each other like some crazy squirrels.
We could drink so much alcohol that both of us went bonkers,
We stayed up late at night just to watch korean dramas,
even cried so much that we had puffy eyes.
There were times when we were on bad terms,
yet you willingly forgive me.
Whenever i was stuck, when i felt like i was in between 2 pathways,
you held my hand, and took me through the darkest path.
You spoke to me, and ensured me to remain calm.
Your love, was the greatest amongst all.
There are alot important people and things that are to me,
but you're the most important one.
I'm sorry, i know at times i've been really bad and defiant.
But mum, trust me.
You're the one i love the most.
If i could give up 50years of my life and to exchange it for your additional 10years,
I'll do it.
You once told me : From the day i was borned till now, you've stopped winning TOTO's and 4D's.
I said : Huh... Sorry ma. ):
You said : Haa.Its okay. Mummy want you even more than money. No amount of money can ever replace you.
Ma, you really melted my heart.
When you told me about it, I whispered to myself :
Ma,No matter what,my love for you remains strong forever.

Happy Mother's Day to Nigel's mum too! <:
Had a day out with nigel and his family.
Went Sakura to eat. Buffet.
Ohmy, filled to the brim.

And finally,
Just when i thought everything's about to end, it didnt.
Aferall, voicing out my problems to the sea spirits at the beach really helped.
Buddha heard me, crying out loud for help.

Thankyou,
Guan Ying Ma.

Extinct.

2009-05-09T18:33:00.009+08:00

Please god, send me a happy meal.
Went to bury my unhappiness today.
Guess it didnt work, cause im still feeling sour.
Still waiting for miracles.
But it seems to take forever.
I, cant make up my mind.
Just like passing breeze.
Light me up,when its so dark.

Count the number of waves,
if you wanna know how much i love you.

Run away.

2009-05-09T12:32:00.004+08:00

If i've got 9 lifes now,
I'll commit suicide 8 times.
You really got me this time.
You've won.

Will be out soon,
leaving for the beach.
Thanks, M.

One can mould one's life

2009-05-08T20:25:00.005+08:00

It is easy to be pleasant,
when life flows along like a song.
But the man worthwhile,
is the man who can smile
When life goes dead wrong.

Day and night,
we struggle to escape from unhappy state of affairs in a worldly way,
the more we try,
the more we entangle ourselfs with some other problems.
When we managed to get rid of one problem,
intentionally or unintentionally,
we end up with some other problems.
Where then is the end of these problems?

The other mountain

2009-05-07T09:21:00.006+08:00

Forget about the previous,
Go get the next one.
That golden light.
Cause it will never fade.

Passing Clouds

2009-05-06T14:38:00.004+08:00

When mood takes control over minds.

Perhaps, perharps, perhaps.

2009-05-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

My mind blanks out,
whenever i think about it.
When i sat down to look at the pieces of a puzzle,
it just didnt seemed like a picture anymore.
None of the pieces fit together.

ALI PUNDEH

2009-05-04T18:37:00.003+08:00

How much does Ali suck today?
Abit! <:

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ALI, dont you dare bully me.
Whether or not its cyber-bullying or whatsoever!
I'll chop you into pieces and grin your flesh.
Laugh out, i sound like a professional killer hor! <:
Beware of me!
To all the killers out there :
Even when you wanna kill someone, dont learn from my tactic!
Cause its mine!

Somehow,
I still feel that strong bong between us,
though sight and company isn't daily <:

Happy Birthday Reagan! <:

2009-05-03T18:44:00.006+08:00

Why am i blogging?
Cause today's Reagan's birthday! :DDDDDDD

Alright,
my concentration level has dropped all the way.
Exhausted after all that wordy information.
Oh god, i need a break!
I studied for social studies today.
Got to rest, seriously.
I feel like my head's gonna burst.
Like a vessel's gonna blow.
Like some Happy Tree Friends character.
Whereby they blow off unknowingly.
So much to talk about!
In short,
S T R E S S.
Cant blame anyone.
Its all my fault for this last minute study ):
But its partially due to busyness the past few days alright!
Sigh, i hope i'll be able to wrap up all that knowledge and stuff it inside my brain.
Come'on! This is not the time to give up!
Whatever it takes, i'll go all the way! <:
지식 지식은 나의 머리 안쪽에, 얻는다!(:

BUSY.BUSY.BUSY

2009-05-02T20:58:00.009+08:00

Get a life, stop LB-ing.
You biatch.

HAHHAHA.
Seriously, i know what you're up to.
All your evil plans and worthless thoughts.
All tangled together as one.
Having to know someone like you?
Tsk, Disgrace.
Always putting up a show,
faking innocence,
trying to make yourself visible to everyone.
Especially guys. Oh my.
Where had you thrown your dignity?
You're able to fool majority,
but too bad. Just not me <:
Neh-ni-neh-ni-pu-pu :D

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Labour day :

Today was hectic!
Charmaine and Charlene came over my place to bake cookies for their mum.
Cause their mum will be leaving for Europe. Take care! <:
At the same time, i did it for my mum too!
We spent the entire morning/afternoon baking them.
Bake 2 times. Was really tiring.
This is what we made(: In the process.

Alright, it didnt turn out too good.
I'm not an expert in baking.
Sorry mummy.

Then i met up with my mum in the evening at vivo.
WOOOOP! Lots and Lotsa people!
Then National Geographic even had this little exhibition in the central of the mall.

The Blue Whale, largest animal in the sea/world. Forgotten >.<
We had Sushi Tel, marvellously delicious(:
I had my Sashimi Salad. Woah <:
Dont you envy me? (:

I just got home not long ago.
Had a day-out with my mum.
Cause she's leaving for Batam soon.
Good news! She will be staying for the night!
Yay(: Then we'll have more time to spend with each other tomorrow.
Alright, i cant talk much.
Ai Jiu Zai Yi Qi's gonna start.
Channel U! Yay!
So busy these few days.
I'm really worried about my Mid-year ):

2009-04-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

Cause you're the reason why.
You're my lifelong guide.

I LOVE MY CLASS 4G. I LOVE MY CLASS 4G.
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I LOVE MY CLASS 4G. I LOVE MY CLASS 4G.

I was thinking to myself just now,
how would school be like without 4G.
Then i answered, Sucky,boring,colourless,monotorous and plain.
Dont know why,
my mind flashed a picture of 4G going to the same Poly together <:
So cool.
But i know its close to impossible.
Chances are really silm , like 0.00000000000001%?
Anyway, Way to go 4G! :D
The number 1 class in school,
number 1 class in my heart.

P/s: Catch up with me,
Or you'll lose track! :D

sick

2009-04-29T12:27:00.007+08:00

Fever, fever. Please go away.
Come again, another time.
But not during my exams ):

Darn it.
Being sick sucks more than anything else.
I feel like i'm an engine that has ran out of gas.
I cant believe it, i slept for 15hours.
Even after waking up, i wanted to dump myself back to bed.
But my lovely mum came all the way from somerset and took a leave from work today just to see how i was doing.
Isn't she sweet(: Thanks mummy.
I love you, so much.

I'm kinda happy now, though im sick -.-
But being sick doesn't mean i cant be happy(:
I'm so glad my mum came to keep me company.
I hate to be alone, bored and empty.
She's so nice, she bought me fish porridge.
To keep me entertained, she rent a DVD to watch it with me :>
Its the pursuit of happiness. I've watched it twice i think,
but i really love this movie. (:
You all should watch.
Anyway, this is it :

A struggling salesman takes custody of his son as he’s poised to begin a life-changing professional endeavor.

P/s: Life is so much tougher as we grow older.
행운을 빕니다 - ShinDeh!(:

Life.Friends.And everything

2009-04-27T18:14:00.005+08:00

Hello? Hello?
Is this reality?

Reality, so unstable.
Sometimes blissful, at times cruel.
Please dont adjust so fast, i need time to adapt.
Give me warning, i dont like surprises.
Help me, by giving me clues.
Dont make me assume and ponder.
Let me have the direct answer, accurate and true.
Dont lie, dont hide.
Dont hide so well, cause im lousy in finding.
Dont make me feel like giving up,
Cause initially i really dont want to.

Cause when everything comes crashing down,
i tried my best to arrange it back.
But when it happens over and over again,
i really need support.
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HAH AH AH A HAH AHA HAH AAAH AAA AAA AHAA A!
I love 4G. Cause with people like you all,
I can laugh that way. :D

Just now, i went for a swim.
Then i thought about the ss ip we had,
So simple, yet so jubilant.
I dont mind sitting there the whole day just to listen to Deryck, Ali and Saiwan crack jokes.
They give me the idea to just forget about everything else and LAUGH OUT LOUD.
Suddenly, i feel so fated to 4G.
After all, i have no regrets coming back to this marvelous wonderful NUMBER-ONE class.
Number one in school , number one in my heart (:
I'm so glad we will be able to spend another year next year.
Cause without you all, who's there to make me laugh like siao?
Its incredible,
Something not funny at all, you all can twist and turn it to make it so hilarious.
Secondary school friends will be my lifelong friends :D
Little Crazy Siao Siao people :D

"Friendship isn't a big thing, it's a million little things."

Its okay.

2009-04-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

Dont feel bad,
Im fine! I understand(:

Lao-G! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
Please rest whenever you can,
i dont want you to tire yourself out.
Try, to keep in contact with schoolwork.
Though i know its gonna be difficult.

When times are bad,
its also the time for me to hold on tight.
When things are difficult,
its best for me to just bare with it.
When you're working so hard,
its my turn to be understanding.

Chuck your troubles and worries aside,
do your job well :D
I Love You! :>

SO TRUE

2009-04-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.
This, is freakingly T R U E

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Anyway, i read jocelyn's blog just now.
Yeah, so i got kinda bored.
And thought, why not? give this quiz a try.
And yeah, it turned out to be so so real.

sigh.

2009-04-15T17:00:00.004+08:00

Hope, really does wonders.
But are there also damages?

Its easy when you say it, try doing it.
Then you'll feel the real pinch, V.
Your concern and comments, i really appreciated it.
I know you wanted the best for me.
And i understand from your point of view.
But i'm sorry,
i cant do it.
Cause losing it is even tougher than having it bugging me.
All that method and stuffs you suggested me to do,
really shocks me. Seriously.
I'm a human being with feelings.
Have you ever wondered how that person might feel if i were to do it?
Its beyond my boundaries.
Cant, cant do.

When you spoke to me about it,
i did agree with you in some ways.
But after having second thoughts,
i realise it wouldnt be me to do it,
though i also hoped for the outcomes.
This is my life, let me handle it myself kay?
If i were to make a wrong move, then so be it.
I'll try my best to crawl out from this situation.
I'm already trying.
And its not easy.

I thought i was fine.

bro,that, whatever

2009-04-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

Independence.
I'm all about that word.

P/s: I'm god dam it serious about this.
Dont joke about it.
Grab a hold of yourself and think through.
Its all up to you.
Make your own decisions and stay firm towards it.
If not, goodbye.

Take it slowly

2009-04-05T15:34:00.006+08:00

One step at a time.
Dont worry, im always here to support you.

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

Keep on moving, dont ever stop.
Cause there's no end.
The only end is when you think there is.
Even when you are on the right track, you'll get run over if you just stop.
Keep on improving, dont ever think its enough.
Cause the never-ending task in life is improvement.
Keep persevering, dont ever give up.
When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
Perseverance is not a long race.
It is many short races after one another.
You may not be there yet, but you're closer than you were yesterday.
Problems, are not the stop signs in our life, they are our guidelines to becoming stronger.
Come on, dont allow negativity to run you down.
Difficult things take a long time, impossible things take a little longer.
Dont let go just because others do,
Be different, and hang onto.
Hold it tight.

Bring a smile.
Keep it, deep inside.

Girls falling down

2009-04-03T19:05:00.006+08:00

God, please make this STOP.
We want no more injured players!

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ! M E L I S S A ! :D
I bet you're really touched by our human heart-shaped birthday special we did today(:
Its really upsetting whenever i think about you all leaving us soon.
I dreaded that this day would ever come.
When i was sec1/2, i admit i've never really put in any effort into netball.
I was not even serious about my cca. I took it lightly ):
And i regretted it, so so much.
If time were to reverse and go back to those times, there will be so much more i wanna contribute and commit to netball.SO SO SO MUCH MORE.
Now that i am determined to go all out for it,im tied down by the self-study group.
From monday-thursday 3:30pm-5:30pm.
I talked to ms yeo about it, but she wants me to turn up for that session.
Sigh, how? I dont wanna miss training.
I hate it so much when the school keeps telling me what to do.
Just let me decide myself, please.
I've also realised that the chances getting into the team are so silm.
I've wasted 2years on not training hard. Therefore, my skills are poor.
But im NOT gonna give up.
Sigh, the tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but its that we wait so long to begin it.
This is one of the greatest mistake i've made in my secondary school life.
Its so hard to say good-bye to what we've been through,together as a team.
The good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad.
I thought we still had a long way to go, but it seems that its all fading away.
Too often we don't realise what we've got till it's gone.
Even though if secondary school life is just temporary, but these memories are forever.
Love you, Melissa Foo(:

2nd April :
COACH'S BIRTHDAY!(:
We celebrated her birthday today!(:
It was a total surprise for her and last minute planning for us!
But everything went on well and smoothly.
PSSST! Coach! We're the best team you've ever come across :D
I've got so much i wanna say to you.
But the one i wanna emphasize is that, I LOVE YOU!
& Thankyou for the chocolates! :D
It isn't what you have in your pocket that makes me feel thankful, but what you have in your heart.(:
You're always devoted and affectionate towards us.
Like a mother who gives us so much love(:
Even when we make mistakes, you took the time and effort to point out our mistakes and explain it clearly to us.
When one of us is injured or sick, you really bother about it.
Today, meixuan and shimin fell.
You said :" Aiyo.How?You all keep injuring yourself. It worries me to let you all continue playing court games."
Coach, you're so sweet. Really.
Its partly because of you thats why i've always been looking forward for trainings.
I feel so welcome and willing to talk to you about my problems.
Things turn out best for people, who make the best of the way things turn out(:
I'm glad and thankful,
for whatever you've done,
for building up the spirit of our team.
Communication, teamwork.

4G ROCKS

2009-04-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

Chemistry VS Biology

Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology!

Alright, i better stop here(: ( Though i hope to go on forever :X )
Heeeeeeee. 4G had a debate today! :D
The topic : Is Chemistry or Biology a more relevant subject in our future endeavour?
Wooooot! The entire session was berserk and delirious(:
Though we kinda had a quarrel afterwards, but its okay.
We quarrel, argue and soon will be over it :D
HAHAHAHA. That's the spirit! To see all of my classmates participating with enthusiasm, I was really overjoyed and BEYOND H A P P Y .
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY! i wanna just say YAY a million times :D

OKAY-------------------------------------------------------------------
Chemistry is a more relevant subject compared to biology because :
Firstly, Before everything is made up,
The solar system came first, then the rocks and particles combine and form Earth.
After million of years, life was found and the monkeys evolved and TAAA-DAAAA! Humans exist.
The earth : was historically applied to certain chemical substances,like elements.
Earth later turned out to be Chemical compounds such as rare earth,alkaline earths and metallic oxides.
Actually, everything on earth is made up of elements(:
Even so, our red blood cells contain oxygen.
The heart pumps blood in order for our body to work. But what is it that is supporting us? Its the oxygen that we have been continuously been breathing in.
There wouldnt be lives on earth without oxygen.
Humans, animals, plants and other living things all depends on oxygen to live.

Plus, we all know that Global Warming is depleting earth.
Therefore, scientist are coming up with ideas to improve and not worsening the situation.
Without chemistry, all this would not work.
Agriculture : For plants to grow well, and the fasten the speed for the crops to grow, we also need chemistry. Like the different PH values needed for our plants to grow(: The condition,environment and air. All this is related to chemistry!
The food we eat, we need chemistry to test and find out if our food contains poison(:
By doing so, humans are safe to consume food :D
When we are sick, we also need medicine to help the human body to recover.
Ms Vanitha said, we first have to study the human body than the medicine.
But if after studying the human body, we dont have the medicine, it is totally redundant :D
Therefore, Chemistry plays an important role to our everyday lives.
In the past, present and the future :D

I AM PROUD TO TELL YOU,
I AM A CHEMISTRY STUDENT :D

netball position

2009-03-30T20:17:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna fight for it,
fight for my team,
fight for myself.

I'm so out of form today,
I missed so many passes,
missed out on the timing,
out of balance when i land,
not speedy enough,
not accurate in passing on the ball to my mates.

Coach separated the team into 2 different groups today.
And made us do the same drill.
Then i became so panicky and petrified when the groupings are done.
Cause, i was not grouped with the other 12.
I WANNA GET INTO THE TEAM! ):
I have to react faster.
I need to improve on my speed.
I have to be more aggressive, not soft.
AND, I seriously need to focus on the PERSON and the BALL.
I shall not brood over it.
I'll just have to work harder, not just blaming myself on my mistakes.

Well, I've became a happy soul ^__________________________________________________________________^
Cause nigel's finally making some marvelous improvements in his life.
After all that i've spoke to him about, sense got into him.
i feel so lighthearted :D And beaming from ear to ear :D
I hope he would continue with that spirit.
He is now a step closer to achieving something (:
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
J I A Y O U ! :D
Love you!

OHYAH,MELISSA!
My USB cable to transfer the phone pictures to computer is spoilt.
I guess it will take kinda long, for me to be able to post that picture you drew to motivate me (:
Ohwell, thankyou thankyou thankyou <:

Those who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed

osim leg massager

2009-03-26T13:14:00.012+08:00

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience the joy of success because we have tasted the bitterness of failure.

Once, I was simple.
I lead a normal life.
I remembered not caring about my studies at all.I had all the time in the world to play, to enjoy.
To me,studies was nothing cause i hadn't know about the importance to it.Then everything changed when senses got into me.My mum cried and poured out all her feelings to me.Cause she knew that if i continue to behaving so ignorant towards studies, im gonna end up no where.All that values she spoke to me about, waked me up from my silly world. A world that holds no future.
Then i thought to myself, i've got to get up on my feet.
I need to do something about myself, Urgently.
And i did, i studied hard and got myself a honorable grade.I never have thought i would even end up in the express stream.
I was on cloud 9 when Ms Vanitha called and talked to me about the splendid news.
I swear, i've never been that satisfied with myself before.
2008,A new year, New class, New friends, A new beginning, a new start.
And i still remember my mum telling me : Im sure everything is gonna be fine, just do your best kay?
I was definitely eager and ready to begin with the new year,
And i even set a goal for myself. I wanted to be at least in the top 20th position in my class. I had alot of aspiration and dreams in that year. There was so much i wanna do, i wanna fulfill.
But nothing was going well.
Everything crashed and soon my get-up-and-go spirit just fade out.
I wasnt able to cope, I was struggling with all my subjects.
Failing for almost every tests, bottom few in the class.
I felt really weak and fragile. I cant face the fact that i was doing so badly.
It was like i was climbing a mountain, i stormed through many attempts, yet i still fall. Then i realise, i was going no where.
My grades really suck, L1R5 like 44?
That was crazy,It drove my mind insane to get such a grade. Its obvious, i didnt do well for the rest of the year and was back in NA by 2009.
Now, having to think back about my past, i became conscious of why and how i actually lose interest in studies.
I must not say i regretted moving on to the express stream, cause i had tons of fun there. I made friends that are beyond what money can buy. And i treasured the times i had spent with them. They inspired me into learning more, Thankyou.
That year, so much happened and i guess i wasnt prepared.
My opportunity came and went. Blame it on me, not anyone else.
Now, i've got to do some soul searching and get myself back.
I'll be giving myself a week of grace,
to get myself back on track, into studying again.
I dont wanna let go and i'll never will.
I need to be focus.
I need myself back.
Come on Ada, You can do it.
I often tell people : Its not about how you've got defeated, its whether or not you got the strength and courage to get back up again.
I remember reading Guanhui's msn nick saying : Everyone started off as a nobody and was inspired to become a somebody. I totally agree towards that.
Ms Zhang Sijia,thank you for your never-ending advice.
You're an awesome teacher,one i'll always remember.

Once, Twice, Thrice.
Whatever, no matter how many times.
I made a promise to myself, im never never never gonna give up.
I mark my words.

P/s: Special thanks to all of you that has been giving me support, each and everyone of you have gave me tremendous encouragement.
___________________________________________________________________

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I need motivation

2009-03-24T18:54:00.003+08:00

At this rate,
I'll eventually give up on studies.
I'm already losing my drive,
Losing my interest in subjects,
Not being able to pay attention in class,
Feeling sleepy and tired most of the time.
God, Tell me what to do.

I know deep down inside me,
I dont want to give up,
I've never wanted to.
But please, this is too much to take.
Pull me out from this mess and take me somewhere.
I want this no more.
Someone, guide me along and take me through this.
And i really need motivation.
I'm tired, exhausted and sick from all this.
Help me, i really need it.

mass run! 23/3/09

2009-03-23T19:58:00.011+08:00

Thank you,
for your silent support.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTS!
ALBATROSS OWNS THIS YEAR :D
Haaa, i really enjoyed and loveeeeee the mass run today.
Amazing,absolute and fantastic!
3 Cheers for Michelle, Richie and Puay Hong for taking part in the event!
And C H A R M A I N E! YOU'RE LIKE A WONDERWOMAN TODAY!
Michelle - Last, but i knew you really tried your best! Proud of you sweetie :)
Richie - 1st for the 400m, HIPHIPHOORAY!
Puay Hong - 2nd for the 400m, OH-MY-TIAN!YOU ROCK!JY CHAIRPERSON!
I love my class, so much! :)
Way to go 4G!
&&&, I'm so sorry nigel, for making you wait 6hours for me ):
I forgotten to go back to school!
It slipped off my mind!

あなたに話すことができれば私は単に気絶する

P/s: Thanks Melissa,
I really appreciate you for trying to motivate me(:
I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUU!
Will upload that photo soon! :>

YOU ALL HAVE TO WATCH " BOYS OVER FLOWERS " KOREAN DRAMA!

testimonail

2009-03-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

When luck is not on your side,
whatever you do just wouldnt turn out right.

BANG BANG BANG my computer!
I cant believe it.
I was finishing up the last question for my testimonials online,
when my computer actually died on me.
GUESS WHAT? IT WENT INTO THE " RESTART MODE "
And i have to start ALL OVER A G A I N .
It drove me Hell-Outta-My-Mind.
Im doomed, homeworks still left unattempted.
Dead, real dead.
Ada,you really dug a huge hell hole for yourself this time.

Hey, fairy godmother.
Grand me a wish please?
Allow me to duplicate myself.

a day at expo/aiport!

2009-03-21T23:04:00.015+08:00

Friends friends friends,
those of which we'll always have.

I'll just let these pictures do the talking (:

a different world

2009-03-19T13:03:00.008+08:00

You're crazy, I'm crazy too.
We're crazy cause and it all starts from you :D

You made my world crazy,
you make me go bonkers.
You're like my bucket of sadness,
where i can throw up all my sadness to.
You're like an illusion which tricks me into Happyland.
And change my mood totally from moody to a merry one.
I'm probably hopping on clouds like a kangaroo.
Flying in the sky with fishes,
Swimming in the oceans with pigeons,
Exploring space without a spacesuit,
Eating a lollipop that has a diameter of earth,
To be able to blow bubbles with colours,
Using a toothbrush as tiny as a toothpick,
Traveling around the world on a snail transport,
Live in a house made of hard chocolate,
Dress like a bride and go to school,
Stick CD's on my tee and go for netball training,
Soak myself in a tub of flowers,
Ride on giraffes instead of white pony,
Feed elephants with beef steak, lamb chop or even fish and chips,
Allow fishes to swim in beer and stout,
To have a place on earth named after me!
Alright, im done with my nonsense(:
Told yah, you made my world different.

ILY!

cant concentrate!

2009-03-18T14:40:00.003+08:00

DARN IT, I'm so pissed with myself.
Today i planned to finish up some of the homework,
Then when i sat down, i just cant get myself to do it.
I cant concentrate, i kept stoning.
It took me like an hour or so to actually finish up some of the questions in my physics workbook?
Its crazy, i dont know whats up with me.
Those questions seemed so alien to me.
And i just dont wanna continue with it.
Since im not in the mood to do it, i'll just find something else that interest me.
I guess i've got to be out, to hang loose.
Anyone have tips for me?

Teach me, how the hell to concentrate.

music

2009-03-18T00:07:00.004+08:00

That lullaby, so familiar, so hushed and serene.
That tone, filled with so much compassion and affection.
Your voice was tranquil, certain.
You made me immovable,
i just wanna sit and hear you speak all day.
I lay on the bed every night,
and i reflect on the series of events that had taken place on that particular day.
Then i smiled, cause i was contented with each and everyday.
At times, i would recall on those times we spent,
doing silly things together :D
When we dug a huge hole on the beach, and we bury ourselfs in?
Only to realise that we had a hard time struggling out(:
When we tried to imitate pop stars on mtv, we knew we sounded real bad.
But who cares, we had lots of fun.
When i accidentally fell into a pool and i pulled you with me,
and we had no choice but to walk home with really soaky clothes.
How much we fought over just because of a tub of ice cream.
When we cant decide what to eat for dinner,
we ended up walking walking and walking but to no end.
Then we found ourselfs landing up at a foreign place?
How loud we laughed in the theater and got so embarrassed.
When you accidentally dropped a candy into my bag and we got accused of stealing?
When we made stupid faces at each other in public and people laughed at us.
So much memories, and all of them were precious.

I'm glad, i've gotten you.

Hold on

2009-03-14T11:05:00.007+08:00

When everyone has shut their doors on you,
I'll leave mine open, only for you.

Darling,

Last night I matched each star
with a reason for loving you.
I was doing great
until I ran out of stars.

Suddenly the world
seems such a perfect place,
suddenly it moves
with such a perfect grace,
suddenly my life
doesn't seem such a waste,
cause my life revolves around you.

If I count how many times
you've crossed my mind in my entire life,
I'd be lying if I said it was too many times,
cause you've only crossed my mind once, why?
Cause you've never left.
You've always been inside my mind

And no,i'll never get bored of you(:

netball's memorable day

2009-03-09T19:03:00.005+08:00

Today was such a memorable day,
one of which i will never forget(:

Before i start,
i wanna thank all of the sec3 netballers(:
You all were super duper wuper sweet.
And i love all of you too(:

Okay,we had training today at the hall! Its our very first time.
And i felt rather weird from the start. But i believed everyone of us enjoyed ourselfs huh?
Sec4's had a match against our sec3's today(:
The 1st match scoring was 14-5. WE WON! (:
Then Meixuan mentioned that we play against each other again.
If they lose, they will run around the court 100laps!!

Well, we played against them again(:
AND THEY LOST. 5-2.
We were definitely demanding for them to run, but haha. We are kind hearted okay(:
We finally came up with a forfeit,
This was what they had to do :
Hook onto each other arms and bunny hop all the way from one end of the hall to the other :D
Not just that, while they hop, they have to shout : " WE LOVEEEEE SENIORRRS! WE LOVEEEEE SENIORRRRS! "
And a total of 4sets(:
Coach agreed upon it too! 3 cheers!(:
We sat on the stage steps and watched them hop.

I was touched, very touched.
I appreciated it, and i really do.
Getting to see the whole scene, i could felt the bond between us.
It was a bond no one else could see.
But to only feel it.
I dont know why, but i felt like crying.
However,i choked back my tears, cause i dont wanna embarrass myself infront of all of them.
I could tell by looking at them that it was very tiring.
Yet,they persevere. So many times they fell, but they got back up on their feets, hooked onto each other and hop shouting out loud : WE LOVE SENIORS.
Though Jacelyn sprained her ankle, she still did it.
No amount of words would i be able to use to describe that feeling i had.
As they hopped, i said quietly in my heart :
I love you too juniors, i really do.

I love netball B'div'09.

netball pics

2009-03-08T16:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!
ENVY ME,
CAUSE I'VE GOT A PERFECT NETBALL TEAM :D

Thats not the end of it!
Wait for more photos to be posted :D

KRANJI NETBALL

2009-03-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

TO ALL OF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE,
I WANNA TELL YOU,
I
LOVE
MY
NETBALL
TEAM,
SO
VERY
MUCH!

lost to MGS

2009-02-27T19:28:00.005+08:00

Win or lose,
We are still a team.

We might have lost to MGS.
But we should take this as a lesson,
learn from it, and do better the next time round.
We should make the most out of ourself, for that is all there is of us.
MGS might be good, but we can be better, the standard they have, i believe we do have it in ourselfs too.
Just as much as we see in others, we have it in ourselves.
We all share a common goal, so lets work hard for it.
Don't let anyone steal our dream. It is ours, not theirs.
Hey, we shouldnt be discouraged over this match.
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
We might not have won MGS before, but so what?
We can be as good as them, or rather even better,
stronger.
It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not.
Let's not live down to expectations, lets go out there and do something remarkable.
Success comes in cans, not cant's.
Knock the "t" off those "can't."!
Have faith, keep those little hopes alive.
If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves.
We have brains in our head.
We have that capability.
We have those skills.
We have whatever MGS had.
We've just got to believe in ourselfs.
Remember what coach said to us?
IF YOU WANT IT, WORK FOR IT.
Three cheers for kranji netball!
LETS TRAIN HARD,
FIGHT HARD,
WORK HARD,
WIN TOGETHER.
AS ONE, AS A TEAM.

PS: Take good care of yourselfs!
I hope yuting's fine, cause she fell 4 times today.
I LOVE MY TEAM(:
I'm not inside the picture ): cause i've left school already.
so sad, but ginny said there will be the next time!
WOOOTS!!!!!!! :D

2009-02-24T22:07:00.006+08:00

I'm not at all satisfied with my results,
I dont know whats wrong with me.

I've got so much things i wanna do,
so much i wanna achieve.
there's so much i've not experience,
so much awaiting me.
I've still got such a long way to go,
yet i cant wait for it.
i cant wait to grow up,
to see the future in me.
I'm anxious to find out what's happening next,
what's planned ahead of me.
I dream and wish for so much,
but would i ever accomplish it?

I feel so stressed out of a sudden.
Wrapped up with studies,studies and even more studying.
Studying isnt everything, i believe being happy is :)
命运不是机会问题,但是选择问题。它不是将等待的事,它是将达到的事。
Destiny is not a matter of chance,
but a matter of choice.
It is not a thing to be waited for,
It is a thing to be achieved.
Ma, im sorry.
For those lousy results.
i guess i've let you down.

One joy scatters a hundred griefs.
Nigel,you're that one joy.
Thanks for bringing so much happiness to my life.
I lost my direction,
but you always brought me back to the correct path.
you're like a candle in the wind,
who stands strong to keep motivating me :)

birthdays

2009-02-22T21:39:00.009+08:00

21st feb,

CAPTAIN YUTING!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y !

Though i never spend and celebrate your birthday for you,
I really hoped i was there.
Anyway, thanks for those years you've been coaching us,
telling us our mistakes,trying to improve our skills,
and taking care of us.
It helped! :)
This year, would be the last year we will be having the chance to train together as a team, how i wish time would go slower.
Even so,
Side by side or miles apart,
good friends are always
close to the heart :)
I wanna improve, i wanna excel in netball.
Im serious, and im passionate for the game.
You're my leader,
cause your actions inspire others to dream more,
learn more, do more and become more.
I believe that winning isn't everything,
but wanting to win is.
When there's no sacrifice, there's no victory.
Lets work hard, together as one.
as a team.
Kranji Netball.

22nd feb,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINDI! (:
Are you coming back kranji to visit us?
It will be great if we get to play with you all a match again.
I wonder how have you all been doing.
I hope things are fine and you're doing well! :)
Take care yah!

Amaths

2009-02-18T20:01:00.003+08:00

Why cant i do it?

Amaths is just a subject, yet it has made me cry so many times over it.
Maths are just numbers,
Amaths are just numbers, symbols, and alphabets.
Why cant i just solve them?
I got home today and called my mum,
she asked me : " How is your amaths test today? "
I replied : " Mummy, i really cant do it. I dont know why, everything is so difficult, so confusing."
She said : " Told you to drop that subject already, i know you are not good in maths one. "
Ma, i dont want to .
i like amaths, please give me more time.
I will prove it to you someday , somehow.
Just wait.

Ada,
Confidence and Focus.
I believe i can do it.

2events :D

2009-02-16T20:14:00.011+08:00

H A P P Y
B I R T H D A Y
S H A R O N ! :D

Soul Sister,
You can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when i feel down.
You understand my little trials,
And lend a hand.
We always share,
laughter, tears and joy.
You are a friend,
Worth more than gold(:
Everyone should have
a friend like you,
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person.
You crack me up with your retardedness(:
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice,
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time,
You've come to my rescue
And brighten so many
Of my routine days.
And time after time,
I've realized how fortunate
I am that my life includes you :D

Pssss,Sharon! you're so gonna love me har <:

ps: The rest of you, are also one of a kind(:
special and unique in different ways.
Love you all(:

D A R L I N G
N I G E L ,
HAPPY 8TH MONTH! :D :D :D :D
Or should i say happy 4th year? :)
However long it is,
I want you to know,
You are a special world for me,
A special bond one cannot see.
I used to dream of perfect life
And loving arms to hold me.
I used to dream of heroic knights
And how gracious they would be.

I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle
For anything less than best.
I used to dream of how to get myself to the best of life.

I used to dream of fairy tales,
How wondrous would they be
I used to dream of story books,
All patterned after me.

I used to dream of a lot of things,
But the moment I met you,
I immediately stopped dreaming,
Because all of my dreams came true(:

You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.

As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.

It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.

I love you,
so so much

Here are the pictures taken on V'day.
Stupid Jiayi requested i upload them @_@
will post about it more after CT !(:

This is the stupid jiayi :D

Love

2009-02-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Nigel,
YOU'VE MADE ME THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ON EARTHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D:D:D:D:D:D
I can smile like this kitty (:

LOLLLLL,this is darn funny :O

RETARDED,yet entertaining(:

L O O K AT THIS! (:

When you're in the blues, take a look at the above pictures and animations (:

netball tournament!

2009-02-06T19:02:00.007+08:00

K R A N J I
N E T B A L L
J I A Y O U ! :D

Today is a bad day i swear.
Nigel and i went together with my team to river valley to watch the match,
against bukit batok. YET,IT
R.A.I.N.E.D !
The rain came and go, came and go.
It was sickening to train halfway, run to shelter and repeating it over and over again.
To reduce the chances of us falling down due to slippery ground, we even had to use newspapers to absorb the rain water.The match is postpone to tomorrow.Hopefully the bad weather would not get into our way this time round (:

4th Feb,
Nigel and i went a few places today(: cause he wanna get the same spectacles, bagpack, water bottle and hoodie as me! <: <: <: <: <: <: <:
HIP HIP HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORAY !
IM SUPERRRRRR DUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ECSTATIC ABOUT THIS KAYYYYYYY :D :D :D :D
We managed to find a spec, almost the same(:
Bought the bagpack&waterbottle(: But we'll still be looking for a suitable hoodie.
We took this pictures in the bus, LOOOOOOK AT NIGEL'S FACE EXPRESSIONS! :D

MEASURING THE DEGREE OF HIS EYESIGHT, LOLLLLLL.

Thankyou darling(:

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."

True Love says:
" You'll never need anything,
cause i'll be there."

31-3jan

2009-02-03T18:58:00.006+08:00

Everything was simple,
but i was satisfied (:

31st Jan,
Nigel had a " Friends steamboat reunion dinner " over at his house. I
went over and stayed overnight on the 30th, so that i could help out for the next day's preparation :D :D :D :D :D :D :D !
haaaa, i woked up at 8am in the morning and went to market with his mum !):
Was seriously tired cause i fell alseep only at 3:30am?
AND THIS IS THE AMOUNT OF STUFFS WE BOUGHT .

Will upload more pictures, when i get them from yuzheng :D

30thjan.

2009-01-30T13:33:00.007+08:00

Dear Nigel,

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion,
it's fake,
impossible to find.
But the day I met you,
I began to see,
that love is real,
and it exists in me(:

Through all this time,
we've shared life together to build special plans for us,
to work side by side,
and then smile with pride,
as one by one, our dreams will all come true.

You've helped and encourage me,
with smiles and sincere words of praise,
you took time to share,
to listen and care,
in tender, affectionate ways.

You're that someone special,
who i can always depend on,
to be there through the years,
sharing laughter and tears,
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

We've made special memories,
of moments we love to recall,
of all the good things,
that sharing life brings,
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true,
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The little things you've did that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.

You put up with my nonsense and tantrums,
you gave me support when i fell apart,
you accepted fully for who i am,
you've made me appreciate life,
You've made me appreciate you.

Thankyou,
for everything.

29th jan'09

2009-01-29T23:50:00.004+08:00

I cant get you outta my head.

Had a nap just now,slept from 5:30pm-9pm.
Now i cant fall asleep ! ):
I dont know what's wrong with me nowadays. Im always tired and sleepy even though if i have ample sleeping time.
I cant concentrate well in class and i always find out about class test at the very last minute.
HOW HOW HOW?
Puayhong suggest that i take "Warhead" sweet whenever i feel sleepy.LOLLLL.
But that's dam dam sour,plus i cant be relying on that all the time ):
I'VE GOT TO F O C U S !

Came and Went.

schooling!

2009-01-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong.

There are 3 things i've got to change,to improve myself !
1) Learn the correct way of presenting a maths sum.
2) Change my style in writing english composition.
3) IMPROVE MY C H I N E S E !

I really liked this picture ALOT.
Walking down the railway tracks, just gives me the feeling that i'll reach my fate at the end of the journey(:
Bye peeps,i'm off to meet my mum !

Love is like a mountain,
hard to climb,
but once you get to the top
the view is beautiful(:

One